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hello I'm Chuck wolf chief executive for
 

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Charles de wolf associates LLC as a
 

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successful people in their companies
 

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for doing the show is to share with as
 

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its community radio station all all the
 

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its community radio station all all the
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community here at WV kn and I<c.colorE5E5E5> want to
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community here at WV kn and I<c.colorE5E5E5> want to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>make</c><c.colorCCCCCC> this our available to you so if
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<c.colorE5E5E5>make</c><c.colorCCCCCC> this our available to you so if
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you've<c.colorCCCCCC> got something even waiting to
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talk to me about and again if you're new
 

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talk to me about and again if you're new
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why you might call as if you're stuck
 

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why you might call as if you're stuck
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somehow stuck on something going on in
 

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your life maybe there's a conversation
 

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your life maybe there's a conversation
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confrontational to you and you're not
 

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dealing with conflict or perhaps you
 

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dealing with conflict or perhaps you
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unclear about whether that feels
 

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disloyal to you and that feeling of this
 

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responsibility<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> my family at the same
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friend or<c.colorE5E5E5> a family member but you feel
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personal might be something professional
 

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somebody in your unit or maybe even with
 

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this shows about helping you identify
 

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inside you or and are in people you're
 

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inside you or and are in people you're
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dealing<c.colorE5E5E5> with that you care about or
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dealing<c.colorE5E5E5> with that you care about or
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even like but you need to care about
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emotions are in place sometimes we get
 

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how to change emotion or how to
 

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influence emotions most of what we learn
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terms of what we're learning about the
 

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one of you as you listen to anyone who
 

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one of you as you listen to anyone who
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something about how emotional
 

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<c.colorE5E5E5>road map can be a key part of
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everybody's life going forward everyone
 

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everybody's life going forward everyone
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money but I do the show<c.colorCCCCCC> as a volunteer
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money but I do the show<c.colorCCCCCC> as a volunteer
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and so many people<c.colorCCCCCC> that are at WP KN all
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volunteer at the time but we also need
 

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volunteer at the time but we also need
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conflict at home or at work something to
 

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relationship either again at work or at
 

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relationship either again at work or at
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three three six nine seven five six and
 

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find that on beautiful days like the one
 

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find that on beautiful days like the one
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what happened<c.colorCCCCCC> in Bridgeport Connecticut
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where it's it's sunny out and people
 

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where it's it's sunny out and people
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haven't been outside for a while and you
 

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know the garden and<c.colorCCCCCC> the yard is asking
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you<c.colorCCCCCC> to please take care of it that maybe
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listening today as we might other days
 

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listening today as we might other days
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when its rainy outside and people got
 

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when its rainy outside and people got
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the radio turned on is they're doing
 

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the radio turned on is they're doing
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<c.colorE5E5E5>things around the house but</c><c.colorCCCCCC> maybe you've</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>got your radio on outside and you have
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your cell phone with you pick it<c.colorE5E5E5> up and
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give me<c.colorE5E5E5> a call if you've got something
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give me<c.colorE5E5E5> a call if you've got something
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going on you'd like to talk about again
 

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going on you'd like to talk about again
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waiting for you to call I wanted<c.colorE5E5E5> to talk
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to you a little bit about this idea of
 

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to you a little bit about this idea of
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abilities emotional abilities most of
 

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abilities emotional abilities most of
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the time I think<c.colorCCCCCC> when you have</c><c.colorE5E5E5> someone
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in your life that's not doing what you
 

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in your life that's not doing what you
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should<c.colorE5E5E5> be</c><c.colorCCCCCC> doing or</c><c.colorE5E5E5> they're they're doing
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don't seem rational something emotional
 

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don't seem rational something emotional
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is going on for them and you might<c.colorCCCCCC> think
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that it's attitudinal sometimes you know
 

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that it's attitudinal sometimes you know
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if somebody<c.colorCCCCCC> is really showing up in the
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if somebody<c.colorCCCCCC> is really showing up in the
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workplace for instance and and you<c.colorCCCCCC> know
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workplace for instance and and you<c.colorCCCCCC> know
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it's often sarcastic and and and treats
 

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it's often sarcastic and and and treats
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other people unkindly and you know makes
 

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other people unkindly and you know makes
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a lot of jokes at other peoples expense
 

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a lot of jokes at other peoples expense
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up we got a first phone call hi<c.colorCCCCCC> this is
Chuck<00:10:55.220><c> you're</c><00:10:55.400><c> on</c><00:10:55.520><c> the</c><00:10:55.640><c> year</c><00:10:55.790><c> who</c><00:10:55.910><c> am</c><00:10:55.970><c> I</c></c>

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Chuck you're on the year who am I
 

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Chuck you're on the year who am I
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talking to place<c.colorCCCCCC> igt I'm sorry what my
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talking to place<c.colorCCCCCC> igt I'm sorry what my
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name is<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne Jeanne hi Janey how are
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name is<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne Jeanne hi Janey how are
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you good I'm gonna<c.colorE5E5E5> turn my radio down
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you good I'm gonna<c.colorE5E5E5> turn my radio down
thank</c>

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thank
 

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thank
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that makes life easier yeah so I do<c.colorCCCCCC> have
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that makes life easier yeah so I do<c.colorCCCCCC> have
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a situation it's with my sister there's
 

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a situation it's with my sister there's
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conflict don't or another sister because
 

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conflict don't or another sister because
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she has a severe disability she<c.colorE5E5E5> happens
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she has a severe disability she<c.colorE5E5E5> happens
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to be my twin and my other sister hasn't
 

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to be my twin and my other sister hasn't
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seen her in 40 years<c.colorE5E5E5> okay can</c><c.colorCCCCCC> you hold
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seen her in 40 years<c.colorE5E5E5> okay can</c><c.colorCCCCCC> you hold</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>it just a second gen I just want</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> say
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<c.colorE5E5E5>it just a second gen I just want</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> say
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<c.colorE5E5E5>I'm not hold but just I just want to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>I'm not hold but just I just want to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>tell the others we</c><c.colorCCCCCC> have another caller
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<c.colorE5E5E5>tell the others we</c><c.colorCCCCCC> have another caller
who's<00:11:36.050><c> trying</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:11:36.800><c> to</c><00:11:36.860><c> call</c><00:11:37.040><c> it</c><00:11:37.190><c> I</c><00:11:37.280><c> don't</c><00:11:37.430><c> have</c></c>

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who's trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to call it I don't have
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who's trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to call it I don't have
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anybody helping with the show folks so
 

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anybody helping with the show folks so
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if you if you want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk to me after I
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if you if you want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk to me after I
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finish talking with<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne please feel
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finish talking with<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne please feel</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>free<00:11:43.160><c> to</c><00:11:43.280><c> call</c><00:11:43.490><c> back</c><00:11:43.700><c> thanks</c><00:11:44.030><c> okay</c><00:11:44.960><c> Janie</c><00:11:45.200><c> so</c></c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>free to call back thanks okay Janie so
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<c.colorCCCCCC>free to call back thanks okay Janie so
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you've got<c.colorCCCCCC> one</c><c.colorE5E5E5> sister that is a twin of
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you've got<c.colorCCCCCC> one</c><c.colorE5E5E5> sister that is a twin of
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yours and she has<c.colorE5E5E5> not seen</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the other
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yours and she has<c.colorE5E5E5> not seen</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the other
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sister<c.colorE5E5E5> in 40 years is that right not the
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sister<c.colorE5E5E5> in 40 years is that right not the
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truth join it yeah my twin hasn't seen
 

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truth join it yeah my twin hasn't seen
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my younger sister in over 40 years I
 

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my younger sister in over 40 years I
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<c.colorCCCCCC>think she has a fear of it</c><c.colorE5E5E5> okay it it
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<c.colorCCCCCC>think she has a fear of it</c><c.colorE5E5E5> okay it it
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interferes with my<c.colorCCCCCC> relationship with my
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interferes with my<c.colorCCCCCC> relationship with my
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younger sister because as much as the
 

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younger sister because as much as the
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intellectual part of me understands why
 

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intellectual part of me understands why
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she can't cope with it I I feel you<c.colorCCCCCC> know
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she can't cope with it I I feel you<c.colorCCCCCC> know
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angry I feel sad and I can't talk<c.colorE5E5E5> to her
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angry I feel sad and I can't talk<c.colorE5E5E5> to her
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about it<c.colorE5E5E5> we had a fall out over a whole
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about it<c.colorE5E5E5> we had a fall out over a whole</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>other issue a couple of months</c><c.colorCCCCCC> ago</c><c.colorE5E5E5> and I
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<c.colorE5E5E5>other issue a couple of months</c><c.colorCCCCCC> ago</c><c.colorE5E5E5> and I
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know it because that bothers me<c.colorE5E5E5> and me
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know it because that bothers me<c.colorE5E5E5> and me
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very selfish of my<c.colorE5E5E5> younger sister that
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very selfish of my<c.colorE5E5E5> younger sister that
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not to both fever so let me let me
 

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not to both fever so let me let me
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understand this this yourself and two
 

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understand this this yourself and two
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sisters one of whom is a twin of yours
 

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sisters one of whom is a twin of yours
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and you have<c.colorE5E5E5> your your kind of
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and you have<c.colorE5E5E5> your your kind of
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appointment the twin is actually the one
 

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appointment the twin is actually the one
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that has the severe disability she's in
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that has the severe disability she's in
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a group home ok<c.colorE5E5E5> ok I'll Connecticut very
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a group home ok<c.colorE5E5E5> ok I'll Connecticut very
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well taken care of she's my angel but
 

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well taken care of she's my angel but
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may my younger sister doesn't seem to be
 

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may my younger sister doesn't seem to be
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able to bring herself to go see her<c.colorE5E5E5> ok
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able to bring herself to go see her<c.colorE5E5E5> ok
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so your concern you're you're upset<c.colorCCCCCC> and
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so your concern you're you're upset<c.colorCCCCCC> and
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angry with your<c.colorCCCCCC> younger sister for not
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angry with your<c.colorCCCCCC> younger sister for not
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being able to<c.colorE5E5E5> step up and go see your
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being able to<c.colorE5E5E5> step up and go see your
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your twin who's the
 

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your twin who's the
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something more hurt than angry I get it
 

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something more hurt than angry I get it
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it's not an easy my sister is she was
 

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it's not an easy my sister is she was
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born with water on the brain she's in a
 

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born with water on the brain she's in a
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wheelchair you know she's very
 

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wheelchair you know she's very
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compromised she's beautiful she's<c.colorCCCCCC> got
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compromised she's beautiful she's<c.colorCCCCCC> got
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great blue eyes but you know people with
 

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great blue eyes but you know people with
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disability not everybody can embrace
 

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disability not everybody can embrace
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them like I knew I I've done<c.colorE5E5E5> my living
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them like I knew I I've done<c.colorE5E5E5> my living
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working with other disabled people
 

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working with other disabled people
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because<c.colorCCCCCC> of my twin okay so so part so
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because<c.colorCCCCCC> of my twin okay so so part so
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let me let me suggest to you that the
 

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let me let me suggest to you that the
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whole idea of<c.colorE5E5E5> how this show works and
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whole idea of<c.colorE5E5E5> how this show works and
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how the emotion<c.colorE5E5E5> roadmap works is so
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how the emotion<c.colorE5E5E5> roadmap works is so
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you're feeling<c.colorCCCCCC> correct I mean it sounds
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you're feeling<c.colorCCCCCC> correct I mean it sounds</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>like a little upset but mostly</c><c.colorE5E5E5> heard
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<c.colorCCCCCC>like a little upset but mostly</c><c.colorE5E5E5> heard
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that your younger sister hasn't gone to
 

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that your younger sister hasn't gone to
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see your sibling your other your twin in
 

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see your sibling your other your twin in
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all these years<c.colorE5E5E5> right yep so let</c><c.colorCCCCCC> me ask
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all these years<c.colorE5E5E5> right yep so let</c><c.colorCCCCCC> me ask
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what would be better for you<c.colorCCCCCC> to feel
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what would be better for you<c.colorCCCCCC> to feel</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>would it would it be better for you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>would it would it be better for you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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feel accepting of your younger sister do
 

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feel accepting of your younger sister do
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you think I I've gone through periods of
 

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you think I I've gone through periods of
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accepting yeah and and it is a much
 

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accepting yeah and and it is a much
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healthier place for me to see when I'm
 

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healthier place for me to see when I'm
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in that<c.colorE5E5E5> great yeah but it's lately
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in that<c.colorE5E5E5> great yeah but it's lately
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because there's been some very<c.colorE5E5E5> happy
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because there's been some very<c.colorE5E5E5> happy
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things happening inside like I don't
 

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things happening inside like I don't
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know I'm like all mixed up because when
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know I'm like all mixed up because when
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I see her lately<c.colorCCCCCC> might be it the younger
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I see her lately<c.colorCCCCCC> might be it the younger
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sisters that you know will go see my
 

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sisters that you know will go see my
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twin it grabs up that full all those
 

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twin it grabs up that full all those
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emotions of you know her and then and it
 

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emotions of you know her and then and it
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gets in my way I know it does<c.colorE5E5E5> okay so so
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gets in my way I know it does<c.colorE5E5E5> okay so so
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let me let me explain<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne that
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let me let me explain<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne that
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there's two there's two ways to possibly
 

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there's two there's two ways to possibly
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help you when you're it<c.colorE5E5E5> yet one is you
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help you when you're it<c.colorE5E5E5> yet one is you
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have had times you've told me already
 

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have had times you've told me already
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where you have been more accepting of
 

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where you have been more accepting of
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your younger sisters behavior right yep
 

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your younger sisters behavior right yep
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so one one thing<c.colorE5E5E5> that we could</c><c.colorCCCCCC> explore a
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so one one thing<c.colorE5E5E5> that we could</c><c.colorCCCCCC> explore a
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little bit is like so what's triggering
 

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little bit is like so what's triggering
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your lack of acceptance at this point
 

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your lack of acceptance at this point
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and is there some<c.colorCCCCCC> way to get back to
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and is there some<c.colorCCCCCC> way to get back to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>being more accepting so you feel better
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<c.colorE5E5E5>being more accepting so you feel better
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even though nothing's change
 

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even though nothing's change
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it's really that's all inside your head
 

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it's really that's all inside your head
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<c.colorE5E5E5>and the good</c><c.colorCCCCCC> news about that is you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>and the good</c><c.colorCCCCCC> news about that is you
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control that I mean is<c.colorE5E5E5> it ok so i agree
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control that I mean is<c.colorE5E5E5> it ok so i agree
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but lately so I saw my younger sister
 

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but lately so I saw my younger sister
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two months ago<c.colorE5E5E5> and we had lunch with
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two months ago<c.colorE5E5E5> and we had lunch with
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friends we go up with that you know
 

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friends we go up with that you know
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lived across the street and she told my
 

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lived across the street and she told my
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younger sister said lighten<c.colorE5E5E5> up and as
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younger sister said lighten<c.colorE5E5E5> up and as
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soon as she says that that trigger went
 

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soon as she says that that trigger went
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and I know she and I wanted<c.colorCCCCCC> to be act in
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and I know she and I wanted<c.colorCCCCCC> to be act in
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a different way and I blurted out you're
 

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a different way and I blurted out you're
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so selfish and<c.colorCCCCCC> he just like I go back to
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so selfish and<c.colorCCCCCC> he just like I go back to
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that adolescents that you know when we
 

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that adolescents that you know when we
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<c.colorE5E5E5>were growing up and I know it I feel a
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<c.colorE5E5E5>were growing up and I know it I feel a
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little surreal like I see<c.colorCCCCCC> it happening
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little surreal like I see<c.colorCCCCCC> it happening
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but it really is so it eaten me not to
 

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but it really is so it eaten me not to
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react so let<c.colorE5E5E5> me let me before I say
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react so let<c.colorE5E5E5> me let me before I say
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anything about<c.colorE5E5E5> that let</c><c.colorCCCCCC> me just say this
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anything about<c.colorE5E5E5> that let</c><c.colorCCCCCC> me just say this
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to you about the other choice because
 

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to you about the other choice because
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one choice is just to help with what's
 

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one choice is just to help with what's
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<c.colorE5E5E5>going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> on inside your own head right the
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<c.colorE5E5E5>going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> on inside your own head right the
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second choice<c.colorE5E5E5> is to try to understand a
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second choice<c.colorE5E5E5> is to try to understand a
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little bit more<c.colorCCCCCC> about your younger
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little bit more<c.colorCCCCCC> about your younger
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sister and why she's<c.colorE5E5E5> struggling with
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sister and why she's<c.colorE5E5E5> struggling with
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this and to possibly help her to
 

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this and to possibly help her to
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struggle less with it and maybe even
 

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struggle less with it and maybe even
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visit now that's probably not going to
 

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visit now that's probably not going to
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happen given 40 yeah but but<c.colorCCCCCC> but maybe
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happen given 40 yeah but but<c.colorCCCCCC> but maybe</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>but right now okay but let me maybe we
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<c.colorE5E5E5>but right now okay but let me maybe we
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could<c.colorCCCCCC> just explore a little bit about
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could<c.colorCCCCCC> just explore a little bit about
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why you think she has such a hard<c.colorCCCCCC> time
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why you think she has such a hard<c.colorCCCCCC> time
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with visiting your other sister<c.colorCCCCCC> okay so
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with visiting your other sister<c.colorCCCCCC> okay so
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we were born in 54 he was born in 58 she
 

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we were born in 54 he was born in 58 she
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personally believed on some level it was
 

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personally believed on some level it was
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her<c.colorCCCCCC> fault that Barry went into you know
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her<c.colorCCCCCC> fault that Barry went into you know
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a training center field and we all know
 

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a training center field and we all know
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that's not</c><c.colorE5E5E5> really very had a lot of
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that's not</c><c.colorE5E5E5> really very had a lot of
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medical issues that my mom<c.colorCCCCCC> put in tend
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medical issues that my mom<c.colorCCCCCC> put in tend
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to any more in the doctor back then
 

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to any more in the doctor back then
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that's what you did you know you went
 

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that's what you did you know you went
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into like southbury or<c.colorCCCCCC> beans field
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into like southbury or<c.colorCCCCCC> beans field
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training center inc we saw her every
 

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training center inc we saw her every
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weekend<c.colorE5E5E5> you know with my family my dad
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weekend<c.colorE5E5E5> you know with my family my dad
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I'm sure<c.colorCCCCCC> she feels like</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it was her fault
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I'm sure<c.colorCCCCCC> she feels like</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it was her fault
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but and I you know<c.colorCCCCCC> I am I'm empathetic
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but and I you know<c.colorCCCCCC> I am I'm empathetic
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to that but you<c.colorCCCCCC> know it's time to grow
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to that but you<c.colorCCCCCC> know it's time to grow
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up and write you up yourself<c.colorCCCCCC> it's oh and
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up and write you up yourself<c.colorCCCCCC> it's oh and
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just do the right thing so let me let me
 

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just do the right thing so let me let me
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let me is actually going<c.colorE5E5E5> to</c><c.colorCCCCCC> be the topic
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let me is actually going<c.colorE5E5E5> to</c><c.colorCCCCCC> be the topic
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of my show anyway I was going to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk
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of my show anyway I was going to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk
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about<c.colorE5E5E5> something about emotional
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about<c.colorE5E5E5> something about emotional
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abilities um yeah<c.colorE5E5E5> yeah in the bullet but
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abilities um yeah<c.colorE5E5E5> yeah in the bullet but
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yeah in the<c.colorE5E5E5> stuck piece I know is what
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yeah in the<c.colorE5E5E5> stuck piece I know is what
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you<c.colorE5E5E5> responded</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to but but this is
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you<c.colorE5E5E5> responded</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to but but this is
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something I haven't said yet so let me
 

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something I haven't said yet so let me
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say this is for everybody not just for
 

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say this is for everybody not just for
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you Jeannie but I think it will<c.colorE5E5E5> help you
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you Jeannie but I think it will<c.colorE5E5E5> help you
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understand a little bit about what's
 

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understand a little bit about what's
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going<c.colorE5E5E5> on so</c><c.colorCCCCCC> um your sister</c><c.colorE5E5E5> your twin
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going<c.colorE5E5E5> on so</c><c.colorCCCCCC> um your sister</c><c.colorE5E5E5> your twin
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sister has some physical disabilities
 

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sister has some physical disabilities
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very obvious to you and to your younger
 

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very obvious to you and to your younger
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sister thank you and cognitive<c.colorCCCCCC> okay
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sister thank you and cognitive<c.colorCCCCCC> okay
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functions as a two-year-old got it so
 

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functions as a two-year-old got it so
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and and you're extremely accepting of
 

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and and you're extremely accepting of
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that and you have been all these years
 

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that and you have been all these years
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right great yeah you call her your angel
 

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right great yeah you call her your angel
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and you go and visit and you and you
 

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and you go and visit and you and you
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deal with that yeah you're<c.colorCCCCCC> all the time
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deal with that yeah you're<c.colorCCCCCC> all the time</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>yeah no your other sister your younger
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<c.colorCCCCCC>yeah no your other sister your younger
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sister you think that her lack of going
 

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sister you think that her lack of going
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to see your twin is somehow attitudinal
 

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to see your twin is somehow attitudinal
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and immature<c.colorE5E5E5> and that somehow she needs
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and immature<c.colorE5E5E5> and that somehow she needs
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to suck it up and just be stronger and
 

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to suck it up and just be stronger and
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<c.colorE5E5E5>better and more able to go see your old
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<c.colorE5E5E5>better and more able to go see your old</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>you know did before there's no time left
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<c.colorE5E5E5>you know did before there's no time left
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on the planet exactly that that somehow
 

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on the planet exactly that that somehow
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that they should<c.colorE5E5E5> reconcile and that
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that they should<c.colorE5E5E5> reconcile and that
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naked yeah making<c.colorCCCCCC> men's with it my older
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naked yeah making<c.colorCCCCCC> men's with it my older
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brother hadn't seen her in 50 years he
 

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brother hadn't seen her in 50 years he
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finally<c.colorCCCCCC> went to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> see her about three
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finally<c.colorCCCCCC> went to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> see her about three
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years ago<c.colorE5E5E5> I mean it's it's time he</c><c.colorCCCCCC> felt
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years ago<c.colorE5E5E5> I mean it's it's time he</c><c.colorCCCCCC> felt
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it's<c.colorE5E5E5> just like put it we could be a
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it's<c.colorE5E5E5> just like put it we could be a
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happy family together you know and
 

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happy family together you know and
you're<00:19:32.840><c> avoiding</c><00:19:33.170><c> her</c><00:19:33.680><c> for</c><00:19:33.710><c> what</c><00:19:34.370><c> I</c><00:19:34.640><c> don't</c>

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you're avoiding her for what I don't
 

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you're avoiding her for what I don't
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know well let me let me let me just ask
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know well let me let me let me just ask
you<00:19:37.760><c> to</c><00:19:37.910><c> listen</c><00:19:38.120><c> for</c><00:19:38.420><c> a</c><00:19:38.480><c> minute</c><00:19:38.630><c> now</c><00:19:38.930><c> you</c><00:19:38.990><c> know</c></c>

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you to listen for a minute now you know
 

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you to listen for a minute now you know
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let me<c.colorE5E5E5> just let me just that's okay i
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let me<c.colorE5E5E5> just let me just that's okay i
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mean<c.colorE5E5E5> i got a lot</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of stuff going on</c><c.colorE5E5E5> so I
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mean<c.colorE5E5E5> i got a lot</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of stuff going on</c><c.colorE5E5E5> so I
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get<c.colorE5E5E5> that but I want to say something
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get<c.colorE5E5E5> that but I want to say something
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that's that<c.colorE5E5E5> I don't think most</c><c.colorCCCCCC> people
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that's that<c.colorE5E5E5> I don't think most</c><c.colorCCCCCC> people
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understand and I think it may have an
 

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understand and I think it may have an
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impact in this situation here so well
 

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impact in this situation here so well
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one of the<c.colorCCCCCC> things that I want to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> just
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one of the<c.colorCCCCCC> things that I want to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> just
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let me just talk a little bit about this
 

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let me just talk a little bit about this
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<c.colorE5E5E5>idea of having an
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<c.colorE5E5E5>idea of having an
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emotional<c.colorCCCCCC> intelligence and what that's
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emotional<c.colorCCCCCC> intelligence and what that's
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all about so<c.colorE5E5E5> what</c><c.colorCCCCCC> these these
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all about so<c.colorE5E5E5> what</c><c.colorCCCCCC> these these
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psychologists discovered is that we have
 

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psychologists discovered is that we have
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abilities called emotional abilities and
 

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abilities called emotional abilities and
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those abilities are different in all of
 

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those abilities are different in all of
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us so some of us recognize right away
 

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us so some of us recognize right away
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what another person is feeling we're
 

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what another person is feeling we're
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really in touch with<c.colorCCCCCC> that we're very
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really in touch with<c.colorCCCCCC> that we're very</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>good at it we're very accurate in our
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<c.colorE5E5E5>good at it we're very accurate in our
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perception of other people's<c.colorE5E5E5> feelings
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perception of other people's<c.colorE5E5E5> feelings
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and also our own feelings and and some
 

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and also our own feelings and and some
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of us are very poor at identifying other
 

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of us are very poor at identifying other
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people's feelings<c.colorE5E5E5> so I just that's just
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people's feelings<c.colorE5E5E5> so I just that's just
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on the identification<c.colorCCCCCC> of what a feeling
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on the identification<c.colorCCCCCC> of what a feeling
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is that somebody's experiencing some of
 

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is that somebody's experiencing some of
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us are really<c.colorE5E5E5> good at seeing it and some
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us are really<c.colorE5E5E5> good at seeing it and some
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of us are not the second skill set even
 

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of us are not the second skill set even
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emotional IQ there's a book no no no no
 

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emotional IQ there's a book no no no no
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let me let me finish<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne I appreciate
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let me let me finish<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne I appreciate
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if you wouldn't let<c.colorE5E5E5> let me just go all
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if you wouldn't let<c.colorE5E5E5> let me just go all
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the way through this okay<c.colorE5E5E5> yeah okay so
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the way through this okay<c.colorE5E5E5> yeah okay so
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the second skill set is this idea of
 

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the second skill set is this idea of
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using emotions that is that there are
 

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using emotions that is that there are
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certain emotions that are particularly
 

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certain emotions that are particularly
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<c.colorE5E5E5>well-suited for a certain task than
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<c.colorE5E5E5>well-suited for a certain task than
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other emotions so that if we don't if if
 

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other emotions so that if we don't if if
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we're smart about what we want to feel
 

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we're smart about what we want to feel
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and we have something important coming
 

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and we have something important coming
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up and we let's say<c.colorE5E5E5> we want to feel
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up and we let's say<c.colorE5E5E5> we want to feel
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confident we're feeling anxious that we
 

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confident we're feeling anxious that we
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know confidence is<c.colorCCCCCC> the better feeling
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know confidence is<c.colorCCCCCC> the better feeling
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and so we if we the third branch of
 

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and so we if we the third branch of
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these abilities as understanding
 

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these abilities as understanding
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emotions and if we know how emotions
 

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emotions and if we know how emotions
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work we can<c.colorE5E5E5> think about how to change
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work we can<c.colorE5E5E5> think about how to change
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from<c.colorE5E5E5> one emotion to another if we have
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from<c.colorE5E5E5> one emotion to another if we have
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that<c.colorCCCCCC> skill set now the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> last part the
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that<c.colorCCCCCC> skill set now the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> last part the
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last branch and maybe the most important
 

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last branch and maybe the most important
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is this ability to manage emotions and
 

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is this ability to manage emotions and
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its ability to<c.colorE5E5E5> manage our own emotions
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its ability to<c.colorE5E5E5> manage our own emotions
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and our ability to manage emotional
 

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and our ability to manage emotional
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relationships with others and<c.colorE5E5E5> I'm going
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relationships with others and<c.colorE5E5E5> I'm going</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>to suggest to you I don't know this</c><c.colorCCCCCC> for
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<c.colorE5E5E5>to suggest to you I don't know this</c><c.colorCCCCCC> for
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a fact but I'm<c.colorE5E5E5> going to suggest to you
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a fact but I'm<c.colorE5E5E5> going to suggest to you
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that your younger sister has
 

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that your younger sister has
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disabilities to not obvious disabilities
 

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disabilities to not obvious disabilities
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not physical disabilities not cognitive
 

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not physical disabilities not cognitive
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disabilities but emotional disabilities
 

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disabilities but emotional disabilities
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and if she has the<c.colorCCCCCC> inability</c><c.colorE5E5E5> to manage
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and if she has the<c.colorCCCCCC> inability</c><c.colorE5E5E5> to manage
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her own emotions around your twin if she
 

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her own emotions around your twin if she
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<c.colorE5E5E5>is unable</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> change anything to do with
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that relationship with</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that twin and
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<c.colorCCCCCC>that relationship with</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that twin and
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you're not being empathic and supportive
 

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you're not being empathic and supportive
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of her disability because you don't
 

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of her disability because you don't
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recognize<c.colorCCCCCC> it
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recognize<c.colorCCCCCC> it
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you want her somehow to like ignore this
 

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you want her somehow to like ignore this
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this fact that you all these years she's
 

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this fact that you all these years she's
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felt somehow responsible and she can't
 

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felt somehow responsible and she can't
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get past it and it's not<c.colorCCCCCC> because she
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get past it and it's not<c.colorCCCCCC> because she
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doesn't want to<c.colorE5E5E5> when it's not because
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doesn't want to<c.colorE5E5E5> when it's not because
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she's a bad person and it's not cuz
 

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she's a bad person and it's not cuz
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she's immature and it's not<c.colorCCCCCC> that she's
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she's immature and it's not<c.colorCCCCCC> that she's
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not<c.colorE5E5E5> a grown-up she just doesn't have the
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not<c.colorE5E5E5> a grown-up she just doesn't have the
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emotional ability to manage her own
 

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emotional ability to manage her own
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emotions in the<c.colorCCCCCC> same way you do right
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emotions in the<c.colorCCCCCC> same way you do right
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and if it's an it and if it's a
 

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and if it's an it and if it's a
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disability if it's really something that
 

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disability if it's really something that
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she can't do<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne then I think you've
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she can't do<c.colorCCCCCC> Jeanne then I think you've
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got to stop<c.colorE5E5E5> feeling like she needs to
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got to stop<c.colorE5E5E5> feeling like she needs to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>because she can't and if she can't
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<c.colorE5E5E5>because she can't and if she can't
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that's different than she won't do you
 

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that's different than she won't do you
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understand<c.colorCCCCCC> yeah I do I mean I don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know
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understand<c.colorCCCCCC> yeah I do I mean I don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know
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if<c.colorCCCCCC> I'm right about that but over 40
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if<c.colorCCCCCC> I'm right about that but over 40
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years if she hasn't going to see your
 

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years if she hasn't going to see your
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twin and she can't get past the fact
 

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twin and she can't get past the fact
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that<c.colorCCCCCC> she feels somehow responsible I
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that<c.colorCCCCCC> she feels somehow responsible I
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mean<c.colorE5E5E5> maybe it's something the therapist
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mean<c.colorE5E5E5> maybe it's something the therapist
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could help<c.colorE5E5E5> with I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know but if I do
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could help<c.colorE5E5E5> with I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know but if I do
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recognize and this is this is the point
 

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recognize and this is this is the point
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I wanted to make for everybody that's
 

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I wanted to make for everybody that's
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listening is we all have emotional
 

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listening is we all have emotional
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abilities and we are<c.colorE5E5E5> different in those
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abilities and we are<c.colorE5E5E5> different in those
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abilities and those differences matter
 

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abilities and those differences matter
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those differences might be why you're
 

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those differences might be why you're
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able to see your twin and feel<c.colorCCCCCC> like
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able to see your twin and feel<c.colorCCCCCC> like
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she's an angel and you want to<c.colorE5E5E5> go and
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she's an angel and you want to<c.colorE5E5E5> go and
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support her and she's<c.colorCCCCCC> just as much a
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support her and she's<c.colorCCCCCC> just as much a
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part of your family even<c.colorCCCCCC> with all her
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part of your family even<c.colorCCCCCC> with all her
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limitations but your younger sister
 

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limitations but your younger sister
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can't because she doesn't have<c.colorCCCCCC> the
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can't because she doesn't have<c.colorCCCCCC> the
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emotional management of her own emotions
 

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emotional management of her own emotions
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ability to be able to carry<c.colorE5E5E5> that out
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ability to be able to carry<c.colorE5E5E5> that out
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without suffering great enormous
 

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without suffering great enormous
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personal pain yeah does that make any
 

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personal pain yeah does that make any
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sense I make sense no it's a good way
 

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sense I make sense no it's a good way
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it's a good viewpoint to have a
 

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it's a good viewpoint to have a
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healthier one for me because because it
 

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healthier one for me because because it
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because if my body<c.colorE5E5E5> softening up because
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because if my body<c.colorE5E5E5> softening up because
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when<c.colorE5E5E5> I was talking about it I was on the
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when<c.colorE5E5E5> I was talking about it I was on the
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verge of here when you're you're making
 

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verge of here when you're you're making
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it more rational like that infant so so
 

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it more rational like that infant so so
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so I assume asain ability assuming I'm
 

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so I assume asain ability assuming I'm
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right and she has an inability in this
 

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right and she has an inability in this
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area can<c.colorE5E5E5> you be compassionate towards
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area can<c.colorE5E5E5> you be compassionate towards
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her in the same<c.colorE5E5E5> way you want to add your
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her in the same<c.colorE5E5E5> way you want to add your
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other sister I'm trying yeah I am trying
 

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other sister I'm trying yeah I am trying
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<c.colorE5E5E5>see I wouldn't have called you if it did
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<c.colorE5E5E5>see I wouldn't have called you if it did
bother<00:24:22.790><c> me</c></c>

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bother me
 

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bother me
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no I understand but if<c.colorCCCCCC> and I can't say
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no I understand but if<c.colorCCCCCC> and I can't say
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for<c.colorE5E5E5> sure that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I'm right about this but
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for<c.colorE5E5E5> sure that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I'm right about this but
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chances are i'm probably you know<c.colorE5E5E5> on
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chances are i'm probably you know<c.colorE5E5E5> on
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track here that she has less ability to
 

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track here that she has less ability to
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manage her own emotions and that's why<c.colorE5E5E5> i
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manage her own emotions and that's why<c.colorE5E5E5> i
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mean if you think<c.colorE5E5E5> of her as a general
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mean if you think<c.colorE5E5E5> of her as a general
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you know in most situations as a good
 

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you know in most situations as a good
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<c.colorCCCCCC>person a good family member but</c><c.colorE5E5E5> you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> just
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<c.colorCCCCCC>person a good family member but</c><c.colorE5E5E5> you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> just
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can't do this in and you get mad about
 

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can't do this in and you get mad about
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<c.colorE5E5E5>it because that every once in a while
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<c.colorE5E5E5>it because that every once in a while
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you're you know on your<c.colorE5E5E5> good days you're
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you're you know on your<c.colorE5E5E5> good days you're
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accepting and then once something she
 

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accepting and then once something she
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said something<c.colorE5E5E5> the other day and it
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said something<c.colorE5E5E5> the other day and it
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triggered something for you and you
 

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triggered something for you and you
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reacted to it and you viewed her as
 

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reacted to it and you viewed her as
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selfish if you view her as selfish then
 

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selfish if you view her as selfish then
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you've stopped thinking about the
 

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you've stopped thinking about the
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possibility that she might have an
 

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possibility that she might have an
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emotional but I call an emotional
 

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emotional but I call an emotional
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disability kind of like people<c.colorE5E5E5> have
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disability kind of like people<c.colorE5E5E5> have
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learning disabilities yeah if she has an
 

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learning disabilities yeah if she has an
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emotional disability in that she can't
 

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emotional disability in that she can't
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manage<c.colorE5E5E5> her emotions very well around
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manage<c.colorE5E5E5> her emotions very well around</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>very stressful personal situations and
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<c.colorE5E5E5>very stressful personal situations and
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she does it's everything she can do<c.colorE5E5E5> to
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she does it's everything she can do<c.colorE5E5E5> to
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just you know<c.colorE5E5E5> keep herself together
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just you know<c.colorE5E5E5> keep herself together
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around most of the<c.colorE5E5E5> stuff that happens in
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around most of the<c.colorE5E5E5> stuff that happens in
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her life that going to see this twin of
 

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her life that going to see this twin of
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yours that<c.colorE5E5E5> she somehow still feels some
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yours that<c.colorE5E5E5> she somehow still feels some
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you know responsible in some way it<c.colorCCCCCC> just
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you know responsible in some way it<c.colorCCCCCC> just
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kills her every time she even thinks
 

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kills her every time she even thinks
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about it then the nice thing<c.colorCCCCCC> to do is
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about it then the nice thing<c.colorCCCCCC> to do is
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don't bring it up yeah okay that's a
 

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don't bring it up yeah okay that's a
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<c.colorE5E5E5>good way to reframe it yeah does that
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<c.colorE5E5E5>good way to reframe it yeah does that
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help it reframed it yet<c.colorE5E5E5> okay well thank
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help it reframed it yet<c.colorE5E5E5> okay well thank
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thank<c.colorE5E5E5> you so much for calling Jeannie
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thank<c.colorE5E5E5> you so much for calling Jeannie
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appreciate the call and again hopefully
 

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appreciate the call and again hopefully
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everybody's learned something as we go
 

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everybody's learned something as we go
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through these conversations are you have
 

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through these conversations are you have
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a great day now bye bye right so i hope
 

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a great day now bye bye right so i hope
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everybody got<c.colorCCCCCC> that idea</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that sometimes
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everybody got<c.colorCCCCCC> that idea</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that sometimes</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>people don't always do</c><c.colorE5E5E5> things that we
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<c.colorCCCCCC>people don't always do</c><c.colorE5E5E5> things that we
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think they should do not because they
 

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think they should do not because they
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don't want<c.colorE5E5E5> to because they're unable to
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don't want<c.colorE5E5E5> to because they're unable to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>isn't that interesting right it's one of
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<c.colorE5E5E5>isn't that interesting right it's one of
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the<c.colorCCCCCC> things i write</c><c.colorE5E5E5> about in this journal
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the<c.colorCCCCCC> things i write</c><c.colorE5E5E5> about in this journal
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article and very few people are talking
 

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article and very few people are talking
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<c.colorCCCCCC>about this</c><c.colorE5E5E5> this way</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i mean when i
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<c.colorCCCCCC>about this</c><c.colorE5E5E5> this way</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i mean when i
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realized that that we have this this
 

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realized that that we have this this
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science of emotional intelligence and
 

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science of emotional intelligence and
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that<c.colorE5E5E5> people really can</c><c.colorCCCCCC> be met you can
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that<c.colorE5E5E5> people really can</c><c.colorCCCCCC> be met you can
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actually<c.colorCCCCCC> be measured on these abilities
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actually<c.colorCCCCCC> be measured on these abilities
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you can be measured on your ability<c.colorE5E5E5> to
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you can be measured on your ability<c.colorE5E5E5> to
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identify emotions you're going to use
 

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identify emotions you're going to use
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emotions intelligently understand
 

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emotions intelligently understand
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emotions of management motions that we
 

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emotions of management motions that we
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got<c.colorE5E5E5> not</c><c.colorCCCCCC> x</c><c.colorE5E5E5> collar
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got<c.colorE5E5E5> not</c><c.colorCCCCCC> x</c><c.colorE5E5E5> collar
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hi<c.colorCCCCCC> this is Chuck you're on the air who
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hi<c.colorCCCCCC> this is Chuck you're on the air who
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am I talking to yeah Chuck this is
 

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am I talking to yeah Chuck this is
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dennis you've<c.colorE5E5E5> spoken to me a couple of
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dennis you've<c.colorE5E5E5> spoken to me a couple of</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>times in your last couple of shows you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>times in your last couple of shows you
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know I dance how are you I'm good you
 

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know I dance how are you I'm good you
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know I<c.colorE5E5E5> uh if it's okay with you I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> just
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know I<c.colorE5E5E5> uh if it's okay with you I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> just
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was going to give you sort<c.colorE5E5E5> of the the
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was going to give you sort<c.colorE5E5E5> of the the
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latest on<c.colorE5E5E5> that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> situation I had been
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latest on<c.colorE5E5E5> that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> situation I had been
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telling you about about that that tough
 

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telling you about about that that tough
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breakup that<c.colorE5E5E5> I had gone through two
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breakup that<c.colorE5E5E5> I had gone through two
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months ago<c.colorCCCCCC> you know okay you know yeah I
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months ago<c.colorCCCCCC> you know okay you know yeah I
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guess this maybe<c.colorE5E5E5> we sort of it the
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guess this maybe<c.colorE5E5E5> we sort of it the
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downside<c.colorCCCCCC> of Facebook</c><c.colorE5E5E5> say thank goodness
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downside<c.colorCCCCCC> of Facebook</c><c.colorE5E5E5> say thank goodness
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i guess the realizations that<c.colorE5E5E5> i've</c><c.colorCCCCCC> been
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i guess the realizations that<c.colorE5E5E5> i've</c><c.colorCCCCCC> been
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making in<c.colorCCCCCC> the last week or two have kind
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making in<c.colorCCCCCC> the last week or two have kind</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>of helped me a little bit to come to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>of helped me a little bit to come to
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terms you know with<c.colorCCCCCC> the pain of this
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terms you know with<c.colorCCCCCC> the pain of this
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breakup but what what had happen was
 

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breakup but what what had happen was
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happened out of it actually<c.colorE5E5E5> is that the
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happened out of it actually<c.colorE5E5E5> is that the
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you know the girlfriend<c.colorCCCCCC> i told you you
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you know the girlfriend<c.colorCCCCCC> i told you you
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know who had broken off with me right
 

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know who had broken off with me right
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had asked me<c.colorE5E5E5> at the time that we parted
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had asked me<c.colorE5E5E5> at the time that we parted
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if I minded if she kept in touch with my
 

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if I minded if she kept in touch with my
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friends or I'm not sure she asked me I
 

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friends or I'm not sure she asked me I
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<c.colorE5E5E5>think she said I'm going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to keep in
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<c.colorE5E5E5>think she said I'm going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to keep in
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touch with your kids I hope<c.colorE5E5E5> that's okay
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touch with your kids I hope<c.colorE5E5E5> that's okay
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with you okay well what's become
 

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with you okay well what's become
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apparent to me at this point<c.colorE5E5E5> is that two
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apparent to me at this point<c.colorE5E5E5> is that two
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out of my three daughters you know
 

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out of my three daughters you know
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<c.colorCCCCCC>who-who</c><c.colorE5E5E5> yeah and I want to get into the
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<c.colorCCCCCC>who-who</c><c.colorE5E5E5> yeah and I want to get into the
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details of it but you know who suffered
 

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details of it but you know who suffered
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some abuse as children at the hands of
 

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some abuse as children at the hands of
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you know either Sam you know<c.colorE5E5E5> family
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you know either Sam you know<c.colorE5E5E5> family
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members involved in this and whatnot you
 

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members involved in this and whatnot you
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know they they've always felt I guess
 

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know they they've always felt I guess
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that that was never handled very well at
 

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that that was never handled very well at
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the time you<c.colorCCCCCC> know and apparently harbor
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the time you<c.colorCCCCCC> know and apparently harbor
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a great deal of anger you know in
 

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a great deal of anger you know in
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resentment about that you know<c.colorE5E5E5> and so my
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resentment about that you know<c.colorE5E5E5> and so my
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ex has kind of tapped into those two out
 

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ex has kind of tapped into those two out
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of three like I said you know my my my
 

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of three like I said you know my my my
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other daughter you know it's<c.colorCCCCCC> just feels
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other daughter you know it's<c.colorCCCCCC> just feels</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>like I'm I'm taking a lot of abuse that
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<c.colorCCCCCC>like I'm I'm taking a lot of abuse that
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I don't deserve here but but anyway so
 

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I don't deserve here but but anyway so
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she's kind<c.colorE5E5E5> of you know who formed a kind
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she's kind<c.colorE5E5E5> of you know who formed a kind
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of consolidated front there I guess out
 

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of consolidated front there I guess out
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of her need to validate you know how<c.colorE5E5E5> she
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of her need to validate you know how<c.colorE5E5E5> she
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treated me or how that she broke up with
 

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treated me or how that she broke up with
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me or whatever and you know his now it's
 

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me or whatever and you know his now it's
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a you know that my two of my daughters
 

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a you know that my two of my daughters
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have kind of come<c.colorE5E5E5> out and said well you
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have kind of come<c.colorE5E5E5> out and said well you</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know you're really</c><c.colorE5E5E5> a terrible
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<c.colorCCCCCC>know you're really</c><c.colorE5E5E5> a terrible
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disappointment as a human being and<c.colorE5E5E5> his
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disappointment as a human being and<c.colorE5E5E5> his
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father<c.colorE5E5E5> and I mean just just went on and
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father<c.colorE5E5E5> and I mean just just went on and</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>houses a hunch out ken wha it's been
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<c.colorCCCCCC>houses a hunch out ken wha it's been
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very very<c.colorE5E5E5> difficult and
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very very<c.colorE5E5E5> difficult and
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course you know I'm looking immediately
 

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course you know I'm looking immediately
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to see my own fault in this you know I'm
 

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to see my own fault in this you know I'm
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saying well<c.colorCCCCCC> you know what did I do wrong
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saying well<c.colorCCCCCC> you know what did I do wrong
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here how did i disappoint these people
 

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here how did i disappoint these people
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<c.colorCCCCCC>you know but I've tried</c><c.colorE5E5E5> this shoe on for
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<c.colorCCCCCC>you know but I've tried</c><c.colorE5E5E5> this shoe on for
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size a bit you know and and you know II
 

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size a bit you know and and you know II
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it brush that they're painting the<c.colorE5E5E5> u.s.
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it brush that they're painting the<c.colorE5E5E5> u.s.
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you<c.colorCCCCCC> know it just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> doesn't really fit you
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you<c.colorCCCCCC> know it just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> doesn't really fit you
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know I mean and I realized<c.colorCCCCCC> that a lot of
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know I mean and I realized<c.colorCCCCCC> that a lot of
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what's coming out is you know the<c.colorE5E5E5> the
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what's coming out is you know the<c.colorE5E5E5> the
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insecurities of the<c.colorE5E5E5> Bureau of this
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insecurities of the<c.colorE5E5E5> Bureau of this
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girlfriend I was dealing with<c.colorE5E5E5> that
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girlfriend I was dealing with<c.colorE5E5E5> that
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basically you know probably the
 

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basically you know probably the
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relationship would have worked if I had
 

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relationship would have worked if I had
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<c.colorE5E5E5>given up all my friends that I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> came into
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<c.colorE5E5E5>given up all my friends that I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> came into
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the relationship with you know because
 

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the relationship with you know because
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she<c.colorE5E5E5> found them that that that's
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she<c.colorE5E5E5> found them that that that's
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threatened you know her let me stop you
 

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threatened you know her let me stop you
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Dennis for a second because they kind of
 

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Dennis for a second because they kind of
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been over the<c.colorE5E5E5> relationship this and I
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been over the<c.colorE5E5E5> relationship this and I
think<00:29:33.070><c> we</c><00:29:33.370><c> kind</c><00:29:33.610><c> of</c><00:29:33.640><c> cover</c><00:29:33.820><c> that</c><00:29:34.060><c> anyway</c><00:29:34.450><c> so</c><00:29:34.510><c> uh</c></c>

00:29:34.890 --> 00:29:34.900 align:start position:0%
think<c.colorE5E5E5> we kind of cover that anyway so uh
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think<c.colorE5E5E5> we kind of cover that anyway so uh
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00:29:36.990 --> 00:29:37.000 align:start position:0%
you know<c.colorE5E5E5> let me limit can I say some
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you know<c.colorE5E5E5> let me limit can I say some
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00:29:39.300 --> 00:29:39.310 align:start position:0%
yeah go ahead Chuck I<c.colorE5E5E5> would just ask one
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00:29:39.310 --> 00:29:40.890 align:start position:0%
yeah go ahead Chuck I<c.colorE5E5E5> would just ask one
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00:29:40.890 --> 00:29:40.900 align:start position:0%
question but go ahead yeah<c.colorE5E5E5> now what I
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question but go ahead yeah<c.colorE5E5E5> now what I
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want to say<c.colorCCCCCC> is I think</c><c.colorE5E5E5> they so if the
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want to say<c.colorCCCCCC> is I think</c><c.colorE5E5E5> they so if the
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focus is about your<c.colorE5E5E5> daughters that's
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focus is about your<c.colorE5E5E5> daughters that's
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like I think then I you know this is
 

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like I think then I you know this is
<c.colorE5E5E5>little<00:29:47.980><c> to</c><00:29:48.160><c> do</c><00:29:48.310><c> with</c><00:29:48.340><c> the</c><00:29:48.610><c> woman</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:29:48.790><c> that</c><00:29:49.180><c> there</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>little to do with the woman</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that there
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00:29:49.720 --> 00:29:52.380 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>little to do with the woman</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that there
is<00:29:49.840><c> your</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:29:50.050><c> ex</c><00:29:50.230><c> and</c><00:29:50.470><c> a</c><00:29:50.680><c> lot</c><00:29:51.130><c> of</c><00:29:51.240><c> continuing</c><00:29:52.240><c> I</c></c>

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is your<c.colorE5E5E5> ex and a lot of continuing I
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is your<c.colorE5E5E5> ex and a lot of continuing I
guess<00:29:52.570><c> because</c><00:29:52.780><c> their</c><00:29:53.200><c> relationship</c><00:29:54.010><c> is</c></c>

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guess because<c.colorE5E5E5> their relationship is
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guess because<c.colorE5E5E5> their relationship is
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00:29:56.760 --> 00:29:56.770 align:start position:0%
ongoing I just did it's kind<c.colorE5E5E5> of hurtful
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00:29:56.770 --> 00:29:58.260 align:start position:0%
ongoing I just did it's kind<c.colorE5E5E5> of hurtful</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>I<00:29:57.130><c> feel</c><00:29:57.340><c> like</c><00:29:57.430><c> hey</c><00:29:57.610><c> you</c><00:29:57.670><c> know</c><00:29:57.910><c> what</c><00:29:58.090><c> they're</c></c>

00:29:58.260 --> 00:29:58.270 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I feel like hey you know what they're
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00:29:58.270 --> 00:30:00.420 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I feel like hey you know what they're
all<00:29:58.450><c> adults</c><00:29:58.780><c> there's</c><00:29:59.530><c> not</c><00:29:59.740><c> much</c><00:29:59.920><c> i</c><00:30:00.130><c> can</c><00:30:00.160><c> join</c></c>

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all adults there's not much<c.colorE5E5E5> i can join
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all adults there's not much<c.colorE5E5E5> i can join
you<00:30:00.520><c> use</c><00:30:00.850><c> these</c><00:30:01.030><c> daughters</c><00:30:01.540><c> i'm</c><00:30:01.690><c> speaking</c><00:30:02.110><c> of</c></c>

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you use these daughters<c.colorE5E5E5> i'm speaking of
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you use these daughters<c.colorE5E5E5> i'm speaking of
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00:30:04.560 --> 00:30:04.570 align:start position:0%
you know our into their 30s and one
 

00:30:04.570 --> 00:30:08.810 align:start position:0%
you know our into their 30s and one
nearly<c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:04.870><c> forty</c><00:30:05.380><c> you</c><00:30:05.530><c> know</c><00:30:05.650><c> and</c><00:30:05.860><c> just</c><00:30:06.720><c> again</c><00:30:07.720><c> I</c></c>

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nearly<c.colorCCCCCC> forty you know and just again I
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nearly<c.colorCCCCCC> forty you know and just again I
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feel like there's little point to me i
 

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feel like there's little point to me i
guess<00:30:12.700><c> in</c><00:30:13.420><c> even</c><00:30:14.050><c> attempting</c><00:30:14.620><c> to</c><00:30:14.740><c> try</c><00:30:14.980><c> to</c><00:30:15.150><c> talk</c>

00:30:16.140 --> 00:30:16.150 align:start position:0%
guess in even attempting to try to talk
 

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guess in even attempting to try to talk
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to them about it so try to defend myself
 

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to them about it so try to defend myself
because<00:30:18.280><c> i</c><00:30:18.640><c> know</c><00:30:18.700><c> you</c><00:30:18.910><c> know</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:19.240><c> they</c><00:30:19.390><c> just</c><00:30:19.540><c> cannot</c></c>

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because i know you know<c.colorCCCCCC> they just cannot
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because i know you know<c.colorCCCCCC> they just cannot
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00:30:21.150 --> 00:30:21.160 align:start position:0%
they're not hearing it you know<c.colorE5E5E5> what I
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they're not hearing it you know<c.colorE5E5E5> what I
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00:30:23.460 --> 00:30:23.470 align:start position:0%
mean I do so love<c.colorCCCCCC> it let me let me stop
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00:30:23.470 --> 00:30:24.780 align:start position:0%
mean I do so love<c.colorCCCCCC> it let me let me stop
you<00:30:23.500><c> again</c><00:30:23.830><c> Dennis</c><00:30:24.130><c> because</c><00:30:24.310><c> it's</c><00:30:24.460><c> I</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:30:24.580><c> gotta</c></c>

00:30:24.780 --> 00:30:24.790 align:start position:0%
you again Dennis because it's I<c.colorE5E5E5> gotta
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you again Dennis because it's I<c.colorE5E5E5> gotta
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00:30:26.070 --> 00:30:26.080 align:start position:0%
interrupt you because you you don't
 

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interrupt you because you you don't
often<00:30:26.290><c> leave</c><00:30:26.710><c> them</c><00:30:26.890><c> much</c><00:30:27.100><c> room</c><00:30:27.400><c> to</c><00:30:27.430><c> go</c><00:30:28.090><c> ahead</c>

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often leave them much room to go ahead
 

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often leave them much room to go ahead
to<00:30:28.900><c> say</c><00:30:29.110><c> anything</c><00:30:29.350><c> but</c><00:30:29.590><c> let</c><00:30:30.280><c> me</c><00:30:30.310><c> say</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:30.520><c> this</c><00:30:30.670><c> to</c></c>

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to say anything but let me say<c.colorCCCCCC> this to
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to say anything but let me say<c.colorCCCCCC> this to
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00:30:33.690 --> 00:30:33.700 align:start position:0%
you about it so in talking with you
 

00:30:33.700 --> 00:30:35.910 align:start position:0%
you about it so in talking with you
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00:30:35.910 --> 00:30:35.920 align:start position:0%
several times as you pointed out I've
 

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several times as you pointed out I've
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noticed<c.colorCCCCCC> that um you know you have a lot
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noticed<c.colorCCCCCC> that um you know you have a lot
of</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:30:38.200><c> things</c><00:30:38.500><c> going</c><00:30:38.620><c> on</c><00:30:38.980><c> and</c><00:30:39.250><c> you</c><00:30:40.120><c> want</c><00:30:40.330><c> to</c></c>

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of<c.colorE5E5E5> things going on and you want to
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of<c.colorE5E5E5> things going on and you want to
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defend a lots of stuff that<c.colorE5E5E5> you've done
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defend a lots of stuff that<c.colorE5E5E5> you've done</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>and<00:30:42.820><c> so</c><00:30:43.360><c> I</c><00:30:43.390><c> don't</c><00:30:43.660><c> know</c><00:30:43.750><c> how</c><00:30:43.990><c> much</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:44.110><c> of</c><00:30:44.260><c> it</c><00:30:44.350><c> is</c></c>

00:30:44.370 --> 00:30:44.380 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>and so I don't know how much</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of it is
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<c.colorE5E5E5>and so I don't know how much</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of it is
really<00:30:44.740><c> defensible</c><00:30:45.280><c> defensible</c><00:30:46.270><c> and</c><00:30:46.450><c> I</c><00:30:47.260><c> don't</c></c>

00:30:47.430 --> 00:30:47.440 align:start position:0%
really defensible defensible and I don't
 

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really defensible defensible and I don't
<c.colorE5E5E5>even<00:30:47.530><c> know</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:47.710><c> that</c><00:30:47.890><c> it</c><00:30:48.010><c> matters</c><00:30:48.460><c> that's</c><00:30:48.850><c> what's</c></c>

00:30:49.200 --> 00:30:49.210 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>even know</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that it matters that's what's
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<c.colorE5E5E5>even know</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that it matters that's what's
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key here because you're<c.colorE5E5E5> going to you
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key here because you're<c.colorE5E5E5> going to you
dwell<00:30:50.980><c> on</c><00:30:51.010><c> things</c><00:30:51.400><c> Dennis</c><00:30:51.820><c> and</c><00:30:52.030><c> you</c><00:30:52.090><c> keep</c></c>

00:30:52.230 --> 00:30:52.240 align:start position:0%
dwell on things Dennis and you keep
 

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dwell on things Dennis and you keep
coming<c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:52.480><c> back</c><00:30:52.600><c> to</c><00:30:52.750><c> the</c><00:30:52.990><c> same</c><00:30:53.140><c> stuff</c><00:30:53.470><c> and</c><00:30:53.710><c> you</c></c>

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coming<c.colorCCCCCC> back to the same stuff and you
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coming<c.colorCCCCCC> back to the same stuff and you
keep</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:30:54.310><c> going</c><00:30:54.460><c> round</c><00:30:54.730><c> and</c><00:30:54.940><c> round</c><00:30:55.000><c> and</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:30:55.330><c> I</c><00:30:55.690><c> think</c></c>

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keep<c.colorE5E5E5> going round and round and</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I think
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keep<c.colorE5E5E5> going round and round and</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I think
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00:30:56.970 --> 00:30:56.980 align:start position:0%
you got to put like a stake in the
 

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you got to put like a stake in the
ground<00:30:57.070><c> and</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:30:57.310><c> make</c><00:30:57.430><c> some</c><00:30:57.580><c> decisions</c><00:30:58.090><c> and</c></c>

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ground and<c.colorE5E5E5> make some decisions and
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ground and<c.colorE5E5E5> make some decisions and
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i mean i can say that to you but the
 

00:31:00.830 --> 00:31:02.410 align:start position:0%
i mean i can say that to you but the
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00:31:02.410 --> 00:31:02.420 align:start position:0%
other guy<c.colorCCCCCC> is going to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> do them but the
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00:31:02.420 --> 00:31:03.970 align:start position:0%
other guy<c.colorCCCCCC> is going to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> do them but the</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>other<00:31:02.570><c> thing</c><00:31:02.780><c> that</c><00:31:02.840><c> i'd</c><00:31:03.080><c> say</c><00:31:03.260><c> it</c><00:31:03.350><c> is</c><00:31:03.560><c> if</c><00:31:03.830><c> your</c></c>

00:31:03.970 --> 00:31:03.980 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>other thing that i'd say it is if your
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00:31:03.980 --> 00:31:06.130 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>other thing that i'd say it is if your</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters<00:31:04.340><c> had</c><00:31:04.700><c> some</c><00:31:04.970><c> problems</c><00:31:05.420><c> growing</c><00:31:05.840><c> up</c></c>

00:31:06.130 --> 00:31:06.140 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters had some problems growing up
 </c>

00:31:06.140 --> 00:31:09.190 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters had some problems growing up
that<00:31:06.470><c> use</c><00:31:06.650><c> you</c><00:31:07.370><c> know</c><00:31:07.400><c> you</c><00:31:07.550><c> said</c><00:31:08.200><c> actually</c></c>

00:31:09.190 --> 00:31:09.200 align:start position:0%
that use you know you said actually
 

00:31:09.200 --> 00:31:11.740 align:start position:0%
that use you know you said actually
happen<00:31:09.560><c> and</c><00:31:09.740><c> somehow</c><00:31:10.670><c> they</c><00:31:11.030><c> see</c><00:31:11.090><c> you</c><00:31:11.480><c> as</c><00:31:11.720><c> a</c>

00:31:11.740 --> 00:31:11.750 align:start position:0%
happen and somehow they see you as a
 

00:31:11.750 --> 00:31:14.350 align:start position:0%
happen and somehow they see you as a
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00:31:14.350 --> 00:31:14.360 align:start position:0%
part of that and they view you in a
 

00:31:14.360 --> 00:31:17.470 align:start position:0%
part of that and they view you in a
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00:31:17.470 --> 00:31:17.480 align:start position:0%
negative light I think you can say
 

00:31:17.480 --> 00:31:19.330 align:start position:0%
negative light I think you can say
<c.colorCCCCCC>something<00:31:17.900><c> to</c><00:31:18.020><c> them</c><00:31:18.170><c> that</c><00:31:18.440><c> isn't</c><00:31:18.800><c> defensive</c></c>

00:31:19.330 --> 00:31:19.340 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>something to them that isn't defensive
 </c>

00:31:19.340 --> 00:31:21.490 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>something to them that isn't defensive
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00:31:21.490 --> 00:31:21.500 align:start position:0%
and<c.colorCCCCCC> you can say what can</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I do to make it
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00:31:21.500 --> 00:31:23.650 align:start position:0%
and<c.colorCCCCCC> you can say what can</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I do to make it
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00:31:23.650 --> 00:31:23.660 align:start position:0%
up to you right i mean that's odd
 

00:31:23.660 --> 00:31:26.080 align:start position:0%
up to you right i mean that's odd
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00:31:26.080 --> 00:31:26.090 align:start position:0%
because as soon as you go into defending
 

00:31:26.090 --> 00:31:28.030 align:start position:0%
because as soon as you go into defending
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00:31:28.030 --> 00:31:28.040 align:start position:0%
you're in trouble I mean they're<c.colorCCCCCC> just
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00:31:28.040 --> 00:31:30.010 align:start position:0%
you're in trouble I mean they're<c.colorCCCCCC> just
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00:31:30.010 --> 00:31:30.020 align:start position:0%
going to you know but if you simply say
 

00:31:30.020 --> 00:31:32.200 align:start position:0%
going to you know but if you simply say
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00:31:32.200 --> 00:31:32.210 align:start position:0%
is there something I can do<c.colorE5E5E5> because i'd
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00:31:32.210 --> 00:31:34.120 align:start position:0%
is there something I can do<c.colorE5E5E5> because i'd
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00:31:34.120 --> 00:31:34.130 align:start position:0%
like to make this up to you is if some
 

00:31:34.130 --> 00:31:35.560 align:start position:0%
like to make this up to you is if some
other<00:31:34.280><c> is</c><00:31:34.550><c> there</c><00:31:34.700><c> something</c><00:31:35.120><c> you</c><00:31:35.240><c> need</c><00:31:35.420><c> from</c>

00:31:35.560 --> 00:31:35.570 align:start position:0%
other is there something you need from
 

00:31:35.570 --> 00:31:36.790 align:start position:0%
other is there something you need from
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00:31:36.790 --> 00:31:36.800 align:start position:0%
me that's different than the way I'm
 

00:31:36.800 --> 00:31:38.560 align:start position:0%
me that's different than the way I'm
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00:31:38.560 --> 00:31:38.570 align:start position:0%
acting with you these days that you'd
 

00:31:38.570 --> 00:31:40.510 align:start position:0%
acting with you these days that you'd
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00:31:40.510 --> 00:31:40.520 align:start position:0%
like<c.colorCCCCCC> to see different please let</c><c.colorE5E5E5> me know
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00:31:40.520 --> 00:31:43.330 align:start position:0%
like<c.colorCCCCCC> to see different please let</c><c.colorE5E5E5> me know
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00:31:43.330 --> 00:31:43.340 align:start position:0%
what<c.colorE5E5E5> it is and I'll turn to ya no no I'm
 </c>

00:31:43.340 --> 00:31:44.980 align:start position:0%
what<c.colorE5E5E5> it is and I'll turn to ya no no I'm
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00:31:44.980 --> 00:31:44.990 align:start position:0%
good with that<c.colorE5E5E5> Chuck</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i mean i agree with
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00:31:44.990 --> 00:31:47.170 align:start position:0%
good with that<c.colorE5E5E5> Chuck</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i mean i agree with
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00:31:47.170 --> 00:31:47.180 align:start position:0%
you i wasn't<c.colorE5E5E5> so much I maybe even
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00:31:47.180 --> 00:31:49.420 align:start position:0%
you i wasn't<c.colorE5E5E5> so much I maybe even
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00:31:49.420 --> 00:31:49.430 align:start position:0%
talking about trying<c.colorCCCCCC> to defend myself to
 </c>

00:31:49.430 --> 00:31:52.480 align:start position:0%
talking about trying<c.colorCCCCCC> to defend myself to
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00:31:52.480 --> 00:31:52.490 align:start position:0%
my daughter's I i feel kind of upset and
 

00:31:52.490 --> 00:31:55.450 align:start position:0%
my daughter's I i feel kind of upset and
<c.colorCCCCCC>hurt<00:31:53.000><c> and</c><00:31:53.210><c> sad</c><00:31:53.900><c> that</c><00:31:54.560><c> that</c><00:31:54.800><c> you</c><00:31:55.130><c> know</c><00:31:55.160><c> that</c></c>

00:31:55.450 --> 00:31:55.460 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>hurt and sad that that you know that
 </c>

00:31:55.460 --> 00:31:57.940 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>hurt and sad that that you know that
that<00:31:56.180><c> you</c><00:31:56.360><c> know</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:31:56.450><c> that</c><00:31:56.690><c> my</c><00:31:56.900><c> former</c><00:31:57.470><c> girlfriend</c></c>

00:31:57.940 --> 00:31:57.950 align:start position:0%
that you<c.colorCCCCCC> know</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that my former girlfriend
 </c>

00:31:57.950 --> 00:31:59.830 align:start position:0%
that you<c.colorCCCCCC> know</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that my former girlfriend
has<00:31:58.100><c> done</c><00:31:58.460><c> this</c><00:31:58.700><c> and</c><00:31:58.910><c> i</c><00:31:59.000><c> kind</c><00:31:59.270><c> of</c><00:31:59.300><c> reached</c><00:31:59.570><c> out</c></c>

00:31:59.830 --> 00:31:59.840 align:start position:0%
has done this and i kind of reached out
 

00:31:59.840 --> 00:32:01.810 align:start position:0%
has done this and i kind of reached out
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00:32:01.810 --> 00:32:01.820 align:start position:0%
to my kids and kind of pulled them to
 

00:32:01.820 --> 00:32:04.270 align:start position:0%
to my kids and kind of pulled them to
see<00:32:02.030><c> let</c><00:32:02.300><c> me</c><00:32:02.330><c> stop</c><00:32:02.630><c> you</c><00:32:02.660><c> again</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:32:03.020><c> dennis</c><00:32:03.350><c> you</c></c>

00:32:04.270 --> 00:32:04.280 align:start position:0%
see let me stop you again<c.colorCCCCCC> dennis you
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00:32:04.280 --> 00:32:06.100 align:start position:0%
see let me stop you again<c.colorCCCCCC> dennis you
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00:32:06.100 --> 00:32:06.110 align:start position:0%
talked about<c.colorE5E5E5> wanting to be friends with
 </c>

00:32:06.110 --> 00:32:07.930 align:start position:0%
talked about<c.colorE5E5E5> wanting to be friends with
this<00:32:06.260><c> woman</c><00:32:06.320><c> yes</c><00:32:07.010><c> that's</c><00:32:07.280><c> the</c><00:32:07.460><c> way</c><00:32:07.550><c> we</c><00:32:07.670><c> ended</c></c>

00:32:07.930 --> 00:32:07.940 align:start position:0%
this woman yes that's<c.colorE5E5E5> the way we ended
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00:32:07.940 --> 00:32:09.760 align:start position:0%
this woman yes that's<c.colorE5E5E5> the way we ended
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00:32:09.760 --> 00:32:09.770 align:start position:0%
it the last time and to forget about
 

00:32:09.770 --> 00:32:11.740 align:start position:0%
it the last time and to forget about
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00:32:11.740 --> 00:32:11.750 align:start position:0%
having a relationship with a your
 

00:32:11.750 --> 00:32:13.780 align:start position:0%
having a relationship with a your
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00:32:13.780 --> 00:32:13.790 align:start position:0%
dwelling on her so much I<c.colorE5E5E5> don't think
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00:32:13.790 --> 00:32:15.280 align:start position:0%
dwelling on her so much I<c.colorE5E5E5> don't think</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>you<00:32:13.970><c> can</c><00:32:14.090><c> even</c><00:32:14.270><c> be</c><00:32:14.480><c> friends</c><00:32:14.630><c> well</c><00:32:14.930><c> I</c><00:32:15.020><c> think</c><00:32:15.080><c> you</c></c>

00:32:15.280 --> 00:32:15.290 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>you can even be friends well I think you
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00:32:15.290 --> 00:32:17.770 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>you can even be friends well I think you</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>just<00:32:15.470><c> forget</c><00:32:15.830><c> about</c><00:32:15.890><c> her</c><00:32:16.280><c> yeah</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:32:16.880><c> and</c><00:32:17.480><c> be</c><00:32:17.630><c> good</c></c>

00:32:17.770 --> 00:32:17.780 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>just forget about her yeah</c><c.colorE5E5E5> and be good
 </c>

00:32:17.780 --> 00:32:19.840 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>just forget about her yeah</c><c.colorE5E5E5> and be good
because<00:32:17.990><c> Dennis</c><00:32:18.410><c> this</c><00:32:18.560><c> is</c><00:32:18.760><c> consuming</c><00:32:19.760><c> your</c></c>

00:32:19.840 --> 00:32:19.850 align:start position:0%
because Dennis this is consuming your
 

00:32:19.850 --> 00:32:21.370 align:start position:0%
because Dennis this is consuming your
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00:32:21.370 --> 00:32:21.380 align:start position:0%
life it's keeping am I guess and it's
 

00:32:21.380 --> 00:32:22.570 align:start position:0%
life it's keeping am I guess and it's
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00:32:22.570 --> 00:32:22.580 align:start position:0%
keeping you up at night you're thinking
 

00:32:22.580 --> 00:32:24.670 align:start position:0%
keeping you up at night you're thinking
<c.colorCCCCCC>about<00:32:22.760><c> all</c><00:32:22.970><c> the</c><00:32:23.090><c> time</c><00:32:23.300><c> thank</c><00:32:24.290><c> god</c><00:32:24.470><c> I've</c><00:32:24.650><c> been</c></c>

00:32:24.670 --> 00:32:24.680 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>about all the time thank god I've been
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00:32:24.680 --> 00:32:26.950 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>about all the time thank god I've been</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>I've<00:32:25.160><c> kind</c><00:32:25.490><c> of</c><00:32:25.550><c> really</c><00:32:25.850><c> returned</c><00:32:26.300><c> to</c><00:32:26.630><c> my</c></c>

00:32:26.950 --> 00:32:26.960 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I've kind of really returned to my
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00:32:26.960 --> 00:32:28.780 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I've kind of really returned to my
practice<00:32:27.410><c> of</c><00:32:27.590><c> meditation</c><00:32:27.860><c> and</c><00:32:28.430><c> that's</c><00:32:28.580><c> been</c></c>

00:32:28.780 --> 00:32:28.790 align:start position:0%
practice of meditation and that's been
 

00:32:28.790 --> 00:32:30.430 align:start position:0%
practice of meditation and that's been
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helping me you know a great<c.colorE5E5E5> deal but
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helping me you know a great<c.colorE5E5E5> deal but
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it's like in the<c.colorE5E5E5> last couple of days
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it's like in the<c.colorE5E5E5> last couple of days
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since this came to light the level of
 

00:32:35.450 --> 00:32:37.960 align:start position:0%
since this came to light the level of
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00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:37.970 align:start position:0%
hurt has really deepened from just
 

00:32:37.970 --> 00:32:40.330 align:start position:0%
hurt has really deepened from just
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00:32:40.330 --> 00:32:40.340 align:start position:0%
losing my girlfriend to now my two
 

00:32:40.340 --> 00:32:42.490 align:start position:0%
losing my girlfriend to now my two
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00:32:42.490 --> 00:32:42.500 align:start position:0%
daughters kind of turning on me as i
 

00:32:42.500 --> 00:32:44.680 align:start position:0%
daughters kind of turning on me as i
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00:32:44.680 --> 00:32:44.690 align:start position:0%
said as i said to you as i said to you
 

00:32:44.690 --> 00:32:47.800 align:start position:0%
said as i said to you as i said to you
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you let go of<c.colorCCCCCC> the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> woman disconnect from
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00:32:47.810 --> 00:32:50.260 align:start position:0%
you let go of<c.colorCCCCCC> the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> woman disconnect from
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00:32:50.260 --> 00:32:50.270 align:start position:0%
that and don't talk<c.colorCCCCCC> to your</c><c.colorE5E5E5> daughter's
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00:32:50.270 --> 00:32:51.790 align:start position:0%
that and don't talk<c.colorCCCCCC> to your</c><c.colorE5E5E5> daughter's
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about this<c.colorE5E5E5> woman if they want to bring
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about this<c.colorE5E5E5> woman if they want to bring
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something up about to see you know<c.colorE5E5E5> i'm
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00:32:53.180 --> 00:32:55.510 align:start position:0%
something up about to see you know<c.colorE5E5E5> i'm
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not<c.colorE5E5E5> even</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> want to I think I can't
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not<c.colorE5E5E5> even</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i don't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> want to I think I can't
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00:32:57.220 --> 00:32:57.230 align:start position:0%
have a relationship with her so I really
 

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have a relationship with her so I really
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<c.colorE5E5E5>don't wanna talk about that but if we
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<c.colorE5E5E5>don't wanna talk about that but if we
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want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk</c><c.colorCCCCCC> about our</c><c.colorE5E5E5> relationship my
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want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk</c><c.colorCCCCCC> about our</c><c.colorE5E5E5> relationship my
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relationship with you<c.colorCCCCCC> I want</c><c.colorE5E5E5> to know
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relationship with you<c.colorCCCCCC> I want</c><c.colorE5E5E5> to know
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what I can do to<c.colorCCCCCC> make things right with
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what I can do to<c.colorCCCCCC> make things right with
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00:33:06.760 --> 00:33:06.770 align:start position:0%
you that's all I want it that's all I'd
 

00:33:06.770 --> 00:33:08.800 align:start position:0%
you that's all I want it that's all I'd
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00:33:08.800 --> 00:33:08.810 align:start position:0%
like<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> talk with you about I don't want
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like<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> talk with you about I don't want
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to talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about</c><c.colorCCCCCC> here</c><c.colorE5E5E5> anymore and then you
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to talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about</c><c.colorCCCCCC> here</c><c.colorE5E5E5> anymore and then you
just<00:33:11.180><c> like</c><00:33:11.360><c> you</c><00:33:11.990><c> know</c><00:33:12.080><c> Dennis</c><00:33:12.410><c> I</c><00:33:12.560><c> mean</c><00:33:12.740><c> you</c></c>

00:33:12.920 --> 00:33:12.930 align:start position:0%
just like<c.colorE5E5E5> you know Dennis I mean you
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00:33:12.930 --> 00:33:16.130 align:start position:0%
just like<c.colorE5E5E5> you know Dennis I mean you
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00:33:16.130 --> 00:33:16.140 align:start position:0%
like I can't be a therapist so you<c.colorCCCCCC> gotta
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00:33:16.140 --> 00:33:17.780 align:start position:0%
like I can't be a therapist so you<c.colorCCCCCC> gotta</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>eat<00:33:16.380><c> but</c><00:33:16.620><c> you</c><00:33:16.650><c> do</c><00:33:16.860><c> need</c><00:33:17.010><c> to</c><00:33:17.130><c> move</c><00:33:17.280><c> on</c><00:33:17.430><c> from</c><00:33:17.610><c> this</c></c>

00:33:17.780 --> 00:33:17.790 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>eat but you do need to move on from this
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00:33:17.790 --> 00:33:18.920 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>eat but you do need to move on from this
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00:33:18.920 --> 00:33:18.930 align:start position:0%
and maybe you do need to<c.colorCCCCCC> talk to
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00:33:18.930 --> 00:33:20.540 align:start position:0%
and maybe you do need to<c.colorCCCCCC> talk to
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00:33:20.540 --> 00:33:20.550 align:start position:0%
somebody professionally about it but I
 

00:33:20.550 --> 00:33:22.490 align:start position:0%
somebody professionally about it but I
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00:33:22.490 --> 00:33:22.500 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>think you just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> got to</c><c.colorCCCCCC> let go</c><c.colorE5E5E5> because you
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<c.colorCCCCCC>think you just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> got to</c><c.colorCCCCCC> let go</c><c.colorE5E5E5> because you</c>
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00:33:24.320 --> 00:33:24.330 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>keep coming</c><c.colorCCCCCC> back</c><c.colorE5E5E5> around and around to
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00:33:24.330 --> 00:33:26.330 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>keep coming</c><c.colorCCCCCC> back</c><c.colorE5E5E5> around and around to
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00:33:26.330 --> 00:33:26.340 align:start position:0%
the same stuff I mean it may sound a
 

00:33:26.340 --> 00:33:27.500 align:start position:0%
the same stuff I mean it may sound a
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00:33:27.500 --> 00:33:27.510 align:start position:0%
little different to you it doesn't to me
 

00:33:27.510 --> 00:33:29.750 align:start position:0%
little different to you it doesn't to me
alright<00:33:28.500><c> I</c><00:33:28.590><c> hear</c><00:33:28.800><c> if</c><00:33:28.980><c> it's</c><00:33:29.130><c> the</c><00:33:29.220><c> same</c><00:33:29.250><c> stuff</c>

00:33:29.750 --> 00:33:29.760 align:start position:0%
alright I hear if it's the same stuff
 

00:33:29.760 --> 00:33:31.250 align:start position:0%
alright I hear if it's the same stuff
and<00:33:29.970><c> now</c><00:33:30.210><c> you're</c><00:33:30.480><c> trying</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:33:30.630><c> to</c><00:33:30.780><c> you</c><00:33:31.020><c> know</c><00:33:31.050><c> now</c></c>

00:33:31.250 --> 00:33:31.260 align:start position:0%
and now you're trying<c.colorCCCCCC> to you know now
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00:33:31.260 --> 00:33:32.450 align:start position:0%
and now you're trying<c.colorCCCCCC> to you know now
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00:33:32.450 --> 00:33:32.460 align:start position:0%
you get a different<c.colorE5E5E5> angle because your
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00:33:32.460 --> 00:33:33.620 align:start position:0%
you get a different<c.colorE5E5E5> angle because your
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00:33:33.620 --> 00:33:33.630 align:start position:0%
daughters are involved so you think you
 

00:33:33.630 --> 00:33:36.770 align:start position:0%
daughters are involved so you think you
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00:33:36.770 --> 00:33:36.780 align:start position:0%
can<c.colorE5E5E5> talk about</c><c.colorCCCCCC> it again it really let go
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00:33:36.780 --> 00:33:38.120 align:start position:0%
can<c.colorE5E5E5> talk about</c><c.colorCCCCCC> it again it really let go
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00:33:38.120 --> 00:33:38.130 align:start position:0%
of the relationship I don't<c.colorE5E5E5> think you
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00:33:38.130 --> 00:33:39.350 align:start position:0%
of the relationship I don't<c.colorE5E5E5> think you
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00:33:39.350 --> 00:33:39.360 align:start position:0%
can be friends I don't<c.colorE5E5E5> think you should
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00:33:39.360 --> 00:33:41.150 align:start position:0%
can be friends I don't<c.colorE5E5E5> think you should</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>continue<00:33:39.990><c> anything</c><00:33:40.380><c> with</c><00:33:40.530><c> this</c><00:33:40.620><c> woman</c><00:33:40.860><c> I</c></c>

00:33:41.150 --> 00:33:41.160 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>continue anything with this woman I
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00:33:41.160 --> 00:33:42.860 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>continue anything with this woman I
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00:33:42.860 --> 00:33:42.870 align:start position:0%
think you need I guess we'll get on<c.colorCCCCCC> with
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00:33:42.870 --> 00:33:44.450 align:start position:0%
think you need I guess we'll get on<c.colorCCCCCC> with
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00:33:44.450 --> 00:33:44.460 align:start position:0%
your life and if you find yourself going
 

00:33:44.460 --> 00:33:46.610 align:start position:0%
your life and if you find yourself going
back<00:33:44.730><c> and</c><00:33:44.910><c> forth</c><00:33:45.120><c> then</c><00:33:45.540><c> meditate</c><00:33:46.260><c> more</c><00:33:46.500><c> if</c>

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back and forth then meditate more if
 

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back and forth then meditate more if
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that's what works for you<c.colorCCCCCC> but with your
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that's what works for you<c.colorCCCCCC> but with your</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>daughter's<00:33:48.900><c> I</c><00:33:49.110><c> wouldn't</c><00:33:49.410><c> I</c><00:33:49.560><c> wouldn't</c><00:33:49.650><c> I</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>daughter's I wouldn't I wouldn't I
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00:33:50.100 --> 00:33:51.800 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>daughter's I wouldn't I wouldn't I
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00:33:51.800 --> 00:33:51.810 align:start position:0%
wouldn't say a word about this<c.colorE5E5E5> woman</c><c.colorCCCCCC> if
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wouldn't say a word about this<c.colorE5E5E5> woman</c><c.colorCCCCCC> if
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00:33:53.540 --> 00:33:53.550 align:start position:0%
they bring it up say you know what I'm
 

00:33:53.550 --> 00:33:54.830 align:start position:0%
they bring it up say you know what I'm
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00:33:54.830 --> 00:33:54.840 align:start position:0%
trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to let go of</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that relationship
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00:33:54.840 --> 00:33:56.600 align:start position:0%
trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to let go of</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that relationship
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and I'm trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to move on so I'd rather
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and I'm trying<c.colorE5E5E5> to move on so I'd rather
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00:33:58.310 --> 00:33:58.320 align:start position:0%
not talk about it but if<c.colorE5E5E5> you want to
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not talk about it but if<c.colorE5E5E5> you want to
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talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about our relationship me with you
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talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about our relationship me with you
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I just want<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know what can I do</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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I just want<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> know what can I do</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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make things right with us<c.colorE5E5E5> that's all and
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make things right with us<c.colorE5E5E5> that's all and
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00:34:06.950 --> 00:34:06.960 align:start position:0%
then keep it<c.colorE5E5E5> at that right yeah and they
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00:34:06.960 --> 00:34:08.720 align:start position:0%
then keep it<c.colorE5E5E5> at that right yeah and they
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00:34:08.720 --> 00:34:08.730 align:start position:0%
do appreciate that Chuck I really do
 

00:34:08.730 --> 00:34:10.400 align:start position:0%
do appreciate that Chuck I really do
<c.colorCCCCCC>because<00:34:08.940><c> I'm</c><00:34:09.090><c> you</c><00:34:09.690><c> know</c><00:34:09.780><c> I'm</c><00:34:09.870><c> trying</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:34:10.050><c> real</c></c>

00:34:10.400 --> 00:34:10.410 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>because I'm you know I'm trying</c><c.colorE5E5E5> real
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00:34:10.410 --> 00:34:13.070 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>because I'm you know I'm trying</c><c.colorE5E5E5> real
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00:34:13.070 --> 00:34:13.080 align:start position:0%
hard not to stay<c.colorE5E5E5> stock you know and you
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00:34:13.080 --> 00:34:14.930 align:start position:0%
hard not to stay<c.colorE5E5E5> stock you know and you</c>
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00:34:14.930 --> 00:34:14.940 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>know and I thought</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I had let go of the
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00:34:14.940 --> 00:34:16.730 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>know and I thought</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I had let go of the
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00:34:16.730 --> 00:34:16.740 align:start position:0%
whole thing more or less apparently not
 

00:34:16.740 --> 00:34:19.670 align:start position:0%
whole thing more or less apparently not
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I know I<c.colorE5E5E5> mean it seemed like things were
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I know I<c.colorE5E5E5> mean it seemed like things were
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00:34:21.410 --> 00:34:21.420 align:start position:0%
getting better but then just came around
 

00:34:21.420 --> 00:34:22.910 align:start position:0%
getting better but then just came around
like<00:34:21.690><c> a</c><00:34:21.720><c> boomerang</c><00:34:22.020><c> and</c><00:34:22.380><c> brought</c><00:34:22.620><c> it</c><00:34:22.740><c> all</c><00:34:22.860><c> back</c>

00:34:22.910 --> 00:34:22.920 align:start position:0%
like a boomerang and brought it all back
 

00:34:22.920 --> 00:34:25.250 align:start position:0%
like a boomerang and brought it all back
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00:34:25.250 --> 00:34:25.260 align:start position:0%
up again you know I see<c.colorCCCCCC> yeah no I mean
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up again you know I see<c.colorCCCCCC> yeah no I mean</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>it's<00:34:25.680><c> another</c><00:34:25.980><c> trigger</c><00:34:26.340><c> but</c><00:34:26.640><c> as</c><00:34:27.180><c> I</c><00:34:27.330><c> said</c><00:34:28.220><c> you</c></c>

00:34:29.210 --> 00:34:29.220 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>it's another trigger but as I said you
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00:34:29.220 --> 00:34:30.920 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>it's another trigger but as I said you
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00:34:30.920 --> 00:34:30.930 align:start position:0%
know the woman's going to ima look
 

00:34:30.930 --> 00:34:32.420 align:start position:0%
know the woman's going to ima look
you've<00:34:31.530><c> got</c><00:34:31.770><c> this</c><00:34:31.950><c> kind</c><00:34:32.220><c> of</c><00:34:32.280><c> relationship</c>

00:34:32.420 --> 00:34:32.430 align:start position:0%
you've got this kind of relationship
 

00:34:32.430 --> 00:34:35.630 align:start position:0%
you've got this kind of relationship
that<00:34:32.970><c> is</c><00:34:33.330><c> like</c><00:34:33.680><c> she</c><00:34:34.680><c> won't</c><00:34:34.860><c> let</c><00:34:35.010><c> go</c><00:34:35.070><c> either</c><00:34:35.400><c> by</c>

00:34:35.630 --> 00:34:35.640 align:start position:0%
that is like she won't let go either by
 

00:34:35.640 --> 00:34:36.950 align:start position:0%
that is like she won't let go either by
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00:34:36.950 --> 00:34:36.960 align:start position:0%
staying in touch with your<c.colorE5E5E5> kids she's
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00:34:36.960 --> 00:34:38.510 align:start position:0%
staying in touch with your<c.colorE5E5E5> kids she's
not<00:34:37.110><c> letting</c><00:34:37.230><c> go</c><00:34:37.410><c> either</c><00:34:37.650><c> i</c><00:34:37.800><c> mean</c><00:34:37.950><c> i'm</c><00:34:38.340><c> not</c></c>

00:34:38.510 --> 00:34:38.520 align:start position:0%
not letting go either i mean i'm not
 

00:34:38.520 --> 00:34:39.800 align:start position:0%
not letting go either i mean i'm not
saying<00:34:38.730><c> this</c><00:34:38.790><c> is</c><00:34:38.970><c> all</c><00:34:39.090><c> on</c><00:34:39.150><c> you</c><00:34:39.240><c> Dennis</c><00:34:39.630><c> what</c>

00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:39.810 align:start position:0%
saying this is all on you Dennis what
 

00:34:39.810 --> 00:34:42.050 align:start position:0%
saying this is all on you Dennis what
I'm<00:34:39.900><c> saying</c><00:34:40.170><c> for</c><00:34:40.440><c> you</c><00:34:40.650><c> you</c><00:34:41.250><c> gotta</c><00:34:41.490><c> just</c><00:34:41.580><c> kind</c>

00:34:42.050 --> 00:34:42.060 align:start position:0%
I'm saying for you you gotta just kind
 

00:34:42.060 --> 00:34:43.730 align:start position:0%
I'm saying for you you gotta just kind
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00:34:43.730 --> 00:34:43.740 align:start position:0%
of you know you know when somebody's
 

00:34:43.740 --> 00:34:45.590 align:start position:0%
of you know you know when somebody's
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00:34:45.590 --> 00:34:45.600 align:start position:0%
interacting with you and they get a
 

00:34:45.600 --> 00:34:48.620 align:start position:0%
interacting with you and they get a
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00:34:48.620 --> 00:34:48.630 align:start position:0%
reaction it makes it's like a game and
 

00:34:48.630 --> 00:34:50.360 align:start position:0%
reaction it makes it's like a game and
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00:34:50.360 --> 00:34:50.370 align:start position:0%
it's like the game keeps going every
 

00:34:50.370 --> 00:34:52.940 align:start position:0%
it's like the game keeps going every
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00:34:52.940 --> 00:34:52.950 align:start position:0%
reaction they get if they stop getting
 

00:34:52.950 --> 00:34:54.770 align:start position:0%
reaction they get if they stop getting
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00:34:54.770 --> 00:34:54.780 align:start position:0%
any reaction from you if with your
 

00:34:54.780 --> 00:34:56.570 align:start position:0%
any reaction from you if with your
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters<00:34:55.230><c> you</c><00:34:55.440><c> shut</c><00:34:55.710><c> it</c><00:34:55.740><c> down</c><00:34:56.010><c> so</c><00:34:56.070><c> the</c><00:34:56.460><c> your</c></c>

00:34:56.570 --> 00:34:56.580 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters you shut it down so the your
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00:34:56.580 --> 00:34:57.590 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>daughters you shut it down so the your
daughter's<00:34:56.850><c> don't</c><00:34:57.030><c> go</c><00:34:57.150><c> back</c><00:34:57.330><c> and</c><00:34:57.510><c> say</c></c>

00:34:57.590 --> 00:34:57.600 align:start position:0%
daughter's don't go back and say
 

00:34:57.600 --> 00:34:58.910 align:start position:0%
daughter's don't go back and say
something<00:34:57.870><c> this</c><00:34:58.020><c> woman</c><00:34:58.320><c> about</c><00:34:58.470><c> what</c><00:34:58.650><c> you</c><00:34:58.740><c> said</c>

00:34:58.910 --> 00:34:58.920 align:start position:0%
something this woman about what you said
 

00:34:58.920 --> 00:35:00.980 align:start position:0%
something this woman about what you said
<c.colorCCCCCC>about<00:34:59.070><c> her</c><00:34:59.310><c> I've</c><00:34:59.730><c> done</c><00:35:00.000><c> yeah</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:35:00.270><c> that's</c><00:35:00.900><c> just</c></c>

00:35:00.980 --> 00:35:00.990 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>about her I've done yeah</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that's just
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00:35:00.990 --> 00:35:02.990 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>about her I've done yeah</c><c.colorE5E5E5> that's just</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>kind<00:35:01.380><c> of</c><00:35:01.440><c> you</c><00:35:01.650><c> know</c><00:35:01.680><c> not</c><00:35:01.920><c> angrily</c><00:35:02.400><c> I</c><00:35:02.550><c> mean</c><00:35:02.760><c> like</c></c>

00:35:02.990 --> 00:35:03.000 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>kind of you know not angrily I mean like
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00:35:03.000 --> 00:35:05.240 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>kind of you know not angrily I mean like
you<00:35:03.210><c> can</c><00:35:03.480><c> Dennis</c><00:35:04.320><c> you</c><00:35:04.590><c> can't</c><00:35:04.860><c> say</c><00:35:05.100><c> a</c><00:35:05.130><c> word</c></c>

00:35:05.240 --> 00:35:05.250 align:start position:0%
you can Dennis you can't say a word
 

00:35:05.250 --> 00:35:07.310 align:start position:0%
you can Dennis you can't say a word
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00:35:07.310 --> 00:35:07.320 align:start position:0%
about her I mean you can't you just have
 

00:35:07.320 --> 00:35:08.690 align:start position:0%
about her I mean you can't you just have
to<00:35:07.470><c> say</c><00:35:07.620><c> I</c><00:35:07.650><c> really</c><00:35:07.770><c> don't</c><00:35:08.370><c> want</c><00:35:08.490><c> to</c><00:35:08.550><c> talk</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:35:08.610><c> about</c></c>

00:35:08.690 --> 00:35:08.700 align:start position:0%
to say I really don't want to talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about
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00:35:08.700 --> 00:35:12.680 align:start position:0%
to say I really don't want to talk<c.colorE5E5E5> about
this<00:35:09.120><c> he</c><00:35:09.840><c> just</c><00:35:10.020><c> giving</c><00:35:10.470><c> a</c><00:35:10.680><c> truck</c><00:35:11.610><c> even</c><00:35:12.030><c> even</c></c>

00:35:12.680 --> 00:35:12.690 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>this he just giving a truck even even
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00:35:12.690 --> 00:35:14.540 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>this he just giving a truck even even
with<00:35:12.870><c> my</c><00:35:13.080><c> feeling</c><00:35:13.470><c> towards</c><00:35:13.500><c> my</c><00:35:13.950><c> children</c><00:35:14.460><c> I</c></c>

00:35:14.540 --> 00:35:14.550 align:start position:0%
with my feeling towards my children I
 

00:35:14.550 --> 00:35:16.850 align:start position:0%
with my feeling towards my children I
<c.colorCCCCCC>mean<00:35:14.700><c> it</c><00:35:15.090><c> is</c><00:35:15.180><c> all</c><00:35:15.480><c> I</c><00:35:15.510><c> can</c><00:35:15.720><c> review</c><00:35:16.080><c> for</c><00:35:16.620><c> them</c><00:35:16.740><c> as</c></c>

00:35:16.850 --> 00:35:16.860 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>mean it is all I can review for them as
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00:35:16.860 --> 00:35:18.770 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>mean it is all I can review for them as
a</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:35:16.890><c> tremendous</c><00:35:17.430><c> amount</c><00:35:17.760><c> of</c><00:35:17.820><c> love</c><00:35:18.090><c> and</c><00:35:18.270><c> sorrow</c></c>

00:35:18.770 --> 00:35:18.780 align:start position:0%
a<c.colorE5E5E5> tremendous amount of love and sorrow
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00:35:18.780 --> 00:35:20.720 align:start position:0%
a<c.colorE5E5E5> tremendous amount of love and sorrow
that<00:35:18.990><c> any</c><00:35:19.230><c> of</c><00:35:19.380><c> this</c><00:35:19.470><c> stuff</c><00:35:19.620><c> ever</c><00:35:20.040><c> happened</c><00:35:20.580><c> in</c></c>

00:35:20.720 --> 00:35:20.730 align:start position:0%
that any of this stuff ever happened in
 

00:35:20.730 --> 00:35:22.760 align:start position:0%
that any of this stuff ever happened in
<c.colorE5E5E5>the<00:35:20.820><c> past</c><00:35:21.000><c> but</c><00:35:21.330><c> you</c><00:35:21.870><c> and</c><00:35:22.050><c> that's</c><00:35:22.200><c> my</c><00:35:22.410><c> primary</c></c>

00:35:22.760 --> 00:35:22.770 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>the past but you and that's my primary
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00:35:22.770 --> 00:35:25.250 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>the past but you and that's my primary
concern<00:35:23.180><c> you</c><00:35:24.180><c> know</c><00:35:24.300><c> over</c><00:35:24.630><c> all</c><00:35:24.750><c> these</c><00:35:24.930><c> things</c></c>

00:35:25.250 --> 00:35:25.260 align:start position:0%
concern you know over all these things
 

00:35:25.260 --> 00:35:26.360 align:start position:0%
concern you know over all these things
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00:35:26.360 --> 00:35:26.370 align:start position:0%
they've said to<c.colorCCCCCC> me or
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00:35:26.370 --> 00:35:28.280 align:start position:0%
they've said to<c.colorCCCCCC> me or
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00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:28.290 align:start position:0%
written to me I can't feel<c.colorCCCCCC> hurt about</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it
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00:35:28.290 --> 00:35:30.170 align:start position:0%
written to me I can't feel<c.colorCCCCCC> hurt about</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it
I</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:35:28.560><c> can't</c><00:35:28.830><c> feel</c><00:35:29.070><c> angry</c><00:35:29.460><c> about</c><00:35:29.640><c> I</c><00:35:29.700><c> just</c><00:35:29.820><c> feel</c></c>

00:35:30.170 --> 00:35:30.180 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> can't feel angry about I just feel
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00:35:30.180 --> 00:35:32.870 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>I</c><c.colorCCCCCC> can't feel angry about I just feel
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00:35:32.870 --> 00:35:32.880 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>very sad about it you know and so what
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00:35:32.880 --> 00:35:35.840 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>very sad about it you know and so what
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00:35:35.840 --> 00:35:35.850 align:start position:0%
did I tell you to do ya know to can you
 

00:35:35.850 --> 00:35:38.990 align:start position:0%
did I tell you to do ya know to can you
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00:35:38.990 --> 00:35:39.000 align:start position:0%
perhaps reach out to them offering to
 

00:35:39.000 --> 00:35:43.130 align:start position:0%
perhaps reach out to them offering to
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00:35:43.130 --> 00:35:43.140 align:start position:0%
try to you do whatever it takes to<c.colorCCCCCC> make
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00:35:43.140 --> 00:35:45.230 align:start position:0%
try to you do whatever it takes to<c.colorCCCCCC> make
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00:35:45.230 --> 00:35:45.240 align:start position:0%
them feel<c.colorCCCCCC> better about the situation and
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00:35:45.240 --> 00:35:46.910 align:start position:0%
them feel<c.colorCCCCCC> better about the situation and</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>don't<00:35:45.570><c> and</c><00:35:45.840><c> you</c><00:35:45.960><c> know</c><00:35:46.080><c> just</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:35:46.110><c> say</c><00:35:46.500><c> I'm</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:35:46.620><c> really</c></c>

00:35:46.910 --> 00:35:46.920 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>don't and you know just</c><c.colorCCCCCC> say I'm</c><c.colorE5E5E5> really
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00:35:46.920 --> 00:35:49.010 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>don't and you know just</c><c.colorCCCCCC> say I'm</c><c.colorE5E5E5> really
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00:35:49.010 --> 00:35:49.020 align:start position:0%
sorry you feel the way that you do and I
 

00:35:49.020 --> 00:35:51.620 align:start position:0%
sorry you feel the way that you do and I
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00:35:51.620 --> 00:35:51.630 align:start position:0%
and I own some of<c.colorE5E5E5> this obviously and so
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00:35:51.630 --> 00:35:53.660 align:start position:0%
and I own some of<c.colorE5E5E5> this obviously and so
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00:35:53.660 --> 00:35:53.670 align:start position:0%
I just want to<c.colorE5E5E5> go forward and figure out
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00:35:53.670 --> 00:35:55.820 align:start position:0%
I just want to<c.colorE5E5E5> go forward and figure out
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00:35:55.820 --> 00:35:55.830 align:start position:0%
what we need to do go I mean you know
 

00:35:55.830 --> 00:35:57.650 align:start position:0%
what we need to do go I mean you know
<c.colorCCCCCC>the<00:35:55.950><c> best</c><00:35:56.190><c> the</c><00:35:56.430><c> best</c><00:35:56.460><c> therapy</c><00:35:57.240><c> for</c><00:35:57.420><c> folks</c></c>

00:35:57.650 --> 00:35:57.660 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>the best the best therapy for folks
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00:35:57.660 --> 00:35:59.000 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>the best the best therapy for folks
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00:35:59.000 --> 00:35:59.010 align:start position:0%
sometimes is trying to deal with<c.colorCCCCCC> the
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00:35:59.010 --> 00:36:01.490 align:start position:0%
sometimes is trying to deal with<c.colorCCCCCC> the</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>past<00:35:59.280><c> is</c><00:35:59.520><c> to</c><00:36:00.120><c> recognize</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:36:00.900><c> that</c><00:36:01.080><c> the</c><00:36:01.230><c> past</c></c>

00:36:01.490 --> 00:36:01.500 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>past is to recognize</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that the past
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00:36:01.500 --> 00:36:04.010 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>past is to recognize</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that the past
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00:36:04.010 --> 00:36:04.020 align:start position:0%
sucked at some level and some things
 

00:36:04.020 --> 00:36:05.720 align:start position:0%
sucked at some level and some things
<c.colorCCCCCC>that<00:36:04.230><c> didn't</c><00:36:04.560><c> go</c><00:36:04.680><c> the</c><00:36:04.710><c> way</c><00:36:04.890><c> you</c><00:36:04.980><c> wanted</c><00:36:05.550><c> and</c></c>

00:36:05.720 --> 00:36:05.730 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>that didn't go the way you wanted and
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00:36:05.730 --> 00:36:07.940 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>that didn't go the way you wanted and
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00:36:07.940 --> 00:36:07.950 align:start position:0%
instead<c.colorCCCCCC> of dwelling on and saying I wish
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00:36:07.950 --> 00:36:09.260 align:start position:0%
instead<c.colorCCCCCC> of dwelling on and saying I wish
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00:36:09.260 --> 00:36:09.270 align:start position:0%
I could have fixed this that or the
 

00:36:09.270 --> 00:36:11.450 align:start position:0%
I could have fixed this that or the
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00:36:11.450 --> 00:36:11.460 align:start position:0%
other thing is you<c.colorE5E5E5> know what you got is
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00:36:11.460 --> 00:36:13.880 align:start position:0%
other thing is you<c.colorE5E5E5> know what you got is
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00:36:13.880 --> 00:36:13.890 align:start position:0%
the futures in front of you and what you
 

00:36:13.890 --> 00:36:15.800 align:start position:0%
the futures in front of you and what you
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00:36:15.800 --> 00:36:15.810 align:start position:0%
get what<c.colorE5E5E5> you got going forward is what
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00:36:15.810 --> 00:36:18.380 align:start position:0%
get what<c.colorE5E5E5> you got going forward is what
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00:36:18.380 --> 00:36:18.390 align:start position:0%
can I do in terms of a positive<c.colorCCCCCC> step so
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00:36:18.390 --> 00:36:20.300 align:start position:0%
can I do in terms of a positive<c.colorCCCCCC> step so</c>
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00:36:20.300 --> 00:36:20.310 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>that every time</c><c.colorE5E5E5> you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> talk you</c><c.colorE5E5E5> don't get
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00:36:20.310 --> 00:36:21.890 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>that every time</c><c.colorE5E5E5> you</c><c.colorCCCCCC> talk you</c><c.colorE5E5E5> don't get
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00:36:21.890 --> 00:36:21.900 align:start position:0%
sucked into talking about things<c.colorE5E5E5> in the
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00:36:21.900 --> 00:36:23.840 align:start position:0%
sucked into talking about things<c.colorE5E5E5> in the
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00:36:23.840 --> 00:36:23.850 align:start position:0%
past and<c.colorE5E5E5> you certainly don't want to
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00:36:23.850 --> 00:36:25.880 align:start position:0%
past and<c.colorE5E5E5> you certainly don't want to
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00:36:25.880 --> 00:36:25.890 align:start position:0%
talk about<c.colorE5E5E5> this woman and say anything
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00:36:25.890 --> 00:36:27.050 align:start position:0%
talk about<c.colorE5E5E5> this woman and say anything
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00:36:27.050 --> 00:36:27.060 align:start position:0%
other than I don't want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk about
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00:36:27.060 --> 00:36:29.480 align:start position:0%
other than I don't want to<c.colorE5E5E5> talk about</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>this<00:36:27.390><c> woman</c><00:36:27.660><c> I</c><00:36:27.960><c> just</c><00:36:28.560><c> want</c><00:36:28.770><c> to</c><00:36:28.800><c> talk</c><00:36:29.010><c> about</c><00:36:29.040><c> us</c></c>

00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:29.490 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>this woman I just want to talk about us
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00:36:29.490 --> 00:36:31.280 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>this woman I just want to talk about us
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00:36:31.280 --> 00:36:31.290 align:start position:0%
if we're talking together and I<c.colorE5E5E5> just
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00:36:31.290 --> 00:36:32.570 align:start position:0%
if we're talking together and I<c.colorE5E5E5> just
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want<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> talk about what I can do going
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want<c.colorCCCCCC> to</c><c.colorE5E5E5> talk about what I can do going
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00:36:34.370 --> 00:36:34.380 align:start position:0%
forward it's going to work for<c.colorE5E5E5> you know
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00:36:34.380 --> 00:36:36.020 align:start position:0%
forward it's going to work for<c.colorE5E5E5> you know
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00:36:36.020 --> 00:36:36.030 align:start position:0%
that text you know I really appreciate
 

00:36:36.030 --> 00:36:37.970 align:start position:0%
that text you know I really appreciate
that<00:36:36.570><c> advice</c><00:36:36.990><c> Chuck</c><00:36:37.260><c> because</c><00:36:37.470><c> I</c><00:36:37.530><c> mean</c><00:36:37.680><c> up</c><00:36:37.800><c> till</c>

00:36:37.970 --> 00:36:37.980 align:start position:0%
that advice Chuck because I mean up till
 

00:36:37.980 --> 00:36:40.430 align:start position:0%
that advice Chuck because I mean up till
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00:36:40.430 --> 00:36:40.440 align:start position:0%
now I feel<c.colorCCCCCC> like I haven't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> been somebody
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00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:42.830 align:start position:0%
now I feel<c.colorCCCCCC> like I haven't</c><c.colorE5E5E5> been somebody
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00:36:42.830 --> 00:36:42.840 align:start position:0%
who gets<c.colorE5E5E5> stuck in the past or dealt with
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who gets<c.colorE5E5E5> stuck in the past or dealt with
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00:36:44.390 --> 00:36:44.400 align:start position:0%
any of these emotions which is why I'm
 

00:36:44.400 --> 00:36:46.210 align:start position:0%
any of these emotions which is why I'm
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00:36:46.210 --> 00:36:46.220 align:start position:0%
calling you in<c.colorE5E5E5> other words all this
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calling you in<c.colorE5E5E5> other words all this
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00:36:49.100 --> 00:36:49.110 align:start position:0%
feels very new to me you know I don't
 

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feels very new to me you know I don't
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00:36:51.230 --> 00:36:51.240 align:start position:0%
tend<c.colorE5E5E5> to obsess about things I don't</c><c.colorCCCCCC> tend
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tend<c.colorE5E5E5> to obsess about things I don't</c><c.colorCCCCCC> tend
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00:36:52.850 --> 00:36:52.860 align:start position:0%
to<c.colorE5E5E5> get caught</c><c.colorCCCCCC> up in</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it but my heart was
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to<c.colorE5E5E5> get caught</c><c.colorCCCCCC> up in</c><c.colorE5E5E5> it but my heart was
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00:36:55.430 --> 00:36:55.440 align:start position:0%
very very deeply involved<c.colorE5E5E5> in all this so
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very very deeply involved<c.colorE5E5E5> in all this so
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00:36:57.440 --> 00:36:57.450 align:start position:0%
it's been very very<c.colorE5E5E5> painful but I've
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00:36:57.450 --> 00:36:59.420 align:start position:0%
it's been very very<c.colorE5E5E5> painful but I've
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00:36:59.420 --> 00:36:59.430 align:start position:0%
decided again in terms<c.colorE5E5E5> of that
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00:36:59.430 --> 00:37:01.700 align:start position:0%
decided again in terms<c.colorE5E5E5> of that
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00:37:01.700 --> 00:37:01.710 align:start position:0%
relationship in the last bunch of weeks
 

00:37:01.710 --> 00:37:03.230 align:start position:0%
relationship in the last bunch of weeks
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00:37:03.230 --> 00:37:03.240 align:start position:0%
you<c.colorCCCCCC> know just kind of keep moving
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00:37:03.240 --> 00:37:05.480 align:start position:0%
you<c.colorCCCCCC> know just kind of keep moving
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00:37:05.480 --> 00:37:05.490 align:start position:0%
forward and just you<c.colorCCCCCC> know kind of moving
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00:37:05.490 --> 00:37:07.340 align:start position:0%
forward and just you<c.colorCCCCCC> know kind of moving
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00:37:07.340 --> 00:37:07.350 align:start position:0%
at taking all that energy and kind of
 

00:37:07.350 --> 00:37:09.590 align:start position:0%
at taking all that energy and kind of
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00:37:09.590 --> 00:37:09.600 align:start position:0%
reinvesting and in feeling better and in
 

00:37:09.600 --> 00:37:11.540 align:start position:0%
reinvesting and in feeling better and in
my<00:37:09.750><c> own</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:37:09.780><c> life</c><00:37:10.170><c> but</c><00:37:10.710><c> they're</c><00:37:10.890><c> like</c><00:37:11.040><c> i</c><00:37:11.160><c> said</c><00:37:11.370><c> this</c></c>

00:37:11.540 --> 00:37:11.550 align:start position:0%
my own<c.colorE5E5E5> life but they're like i said this
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00:37:11.550 --> 00:37:13.790 align:start position:0%
my own<c.colorE5E5E5> life but they're like i said this
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00:37:13.790 --> 00:37:13.800 align:start position:0%
only<c.colorE5E5E5> came up a bit</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to my kids in the
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00:37:13.800 --> 00:37:15.230 align:start position:0%
only<c.colorE5E5E5> came up a bit</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to my kids in the
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00:37:15.230 --> 00:37:15.240 align:start position:0%
last two days or so and it's just like
 

00:37:15.240 --> 00:37:18.110 align:start position:0%
last two days or so and it's just like
throwing<00:37:15.720><c> it</c><00:37:15.840><c> all</c><00:37:16.050><c> back</c><00:37:16.530><c> yeah</c><00:37:17.340><c> we</c><00:37:17.490><c> need</c><00:37:17.640><c> uglier</c>

00:37:18.110 --> 00:37:18.120 align:start position:0%
throwing it all back yeah we need uglier
 

00:37:18.120 --> 00:37:20.030 align:start position:0%
throwing it all back yeah we need uglier
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00:37:20.030 --> 00:37:20.040 align:start position:0%
light and it was in before and I'm just
 

00:37:20.040 --> 00:37:22.040 align:start position:0%
light and it was in before and I'm just
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00:37:22.040 --> 00:37:22.050 align:start position:0%
like I can't get away from this thing
 

00:37:22.050 --> 00:37:24.200 align:start position:0%
like I can't get away from this thing
you<00:37:22.410><c> know</c><00:37:22.530><c> yeah</c><00:37:23.100><c> well</c><00:37:23.400><c> I</c><00:37:23.430><c> mean</c><00:37:23.760><c> you</c><00:37:24.000><c> do</c><00:37:24.180><c> have</c>

00:37:24.200 --> 00:37:24.210 align:start position:0%
you know yeah well I mean you do have
 

00:37:24.210 --> 00:37:25.760 align:start position:0%
you know yeah well I mean you do have
one<c.colorE5E5E5><00:37:24.390><c> strategy</c><00:37:25.020><c> that</c><00:37:25.110><c> works</c><00:37:25.320><c> that's</c><00:37:25.620><c> your</c></c>

00:37:25.760 --> 00:37:25.770 align:start position:0%
one<c.colorE5E5E5> strategy that works that's your
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00:37:25.770 --> 00:37:28.220 align:start position:0%
one<c.colorE5E5E5> strategy that works that's your
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00:37:28.220 --> 00:37:28.230 align:start position:0%
meditation and if you can listen to<c.colorE5E5E5> the
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00:37:28.230 --> 00:37:29.720 align:start position:0%
meditation and if you can listen to<c.colorE5E5E5> the
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00:37:29.720 --> 00:37:29.730 align:start position:0%
words that I said about keep moving
 

00:37:29.730 --> 00:37:31.850 align:start position:0%
words that I said about keep moving
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00:37:31.850 --> 00:37:31.860 align:start position:0%
forward go Todd don't talk at all about
 

00:37:31.860 --> 00:37:33.530 align:start position:0%
forward go Todd don't talk at all about
this<00:37:32.160><c> woman</c><00:37:32.370><c> anymore</c><00:37:32.700><c> just</c><00:37:33.060><c> keep</c><00:37:33.300><c> shutting</c>

00:37:33.530 --> 00:37:33.540 align:start position:0%
this woman anymore just keep shutting
 

00:37:33.540 --> 00:37:36.290 align:start position:0%
this woman anymore just keep shutting
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00:37:36.290 --> 00:37:36.300 align:start position:0%
that down and just keep focusing on with
 

00:37:36.300 --> 00:37:37.880 align:start position:0%
that down and just keep focusing on with
your<00:37:36.450><c> kids</c><00:37:36.720><c> what</c><00:37:36.870><c> can</c><00:37:37.080><c> we</c><00:37:37.170><c> do</c><00:37:37.350><c> going</c><00:37:37.530><c> forward</c>

00:37:37.880 --> 00:37:37.890 align:start position:0%
your kids what can we do going forward
 

00:37:37.890 --> 00:37:39.040 align:start position:0%
your kids what can we do going forward
to<c.colorCCCCCC><00:37:38.010><c> make</c><00:37:38.160><c> this</c><00:37:38.310><c> better</c></c>

00:37:39.040 --> 00:37:39.050 align:start position:0%
to<c.colorCCCCCC> make this better
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00:37:39.050 --> 00:37:40.990 align:start position:0%
to<c.colorCCCCCC> make this better
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00:37:40.990 --> 00:37:41.000 align:start position:0%
can I do I think you<c.colorE5E5E5> got a reply
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00:37:41.000 --> 00:37:42.520 align:start position:0%
can I do I think you<c.colorE5E5E5> got a reply
appreciate<00:37:41.420><c> that</c><00:37:41.630><c> Chuck</c><00:37:41.900><c> hopefully</c><00:37:42.320><c> that's</c></c>

00:37:42.520 --> 00:37:42.530 align:start position:0%
appreciate that Chuck hopefully that's
 

00:37:42.530 --> 00:37:43.990 align:start position:0%
appreciate that Chuck hopefully that's
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00:37:43.990 --> 00:37:44.000 align:start position:0%
the last time I'll be<c.colorCCCCCC> holding you know
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00:37:44.000 --> 00:37:45.880 align:start position:0%
the last time I'll be<c.colorCCCCCC> holding you know
that's<00:37:44.210><c> okay</c><00:37:44.510><c> all</c><00:37:44.870><c> right</c><00:37:45.050><c> Dennis</c><00:37:45.260><c> good</c><00:37:45.650><c> good</c></c>

00:37:45.880 --> 00:37:45.890 align:start position:0%
that's okay all right Dennis good good
 

00:37:45.890 --> 00:37:47.860 align:start position:0%
that's okay all right Dennis good good
luck<00:37:46.070><c> take</c><00:37:46.520><c> it</c><00:37:46.640><c> easy</c><00:37:46.790><c> thanks</c><00:37:47.330><c> so</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:37:47.420><c> much</c><00:37:47.600><c> they're</c></c>

00:37:47.860 --> 00:37:47.870 align:start position:0%
luck take it easy thanks so<c.colorE5E5E5> much they're
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00:37:47.870 --> 00:37:51.400 align:start position:0%
luck take it easy thanks so<c.colorE5E5E5> much they're</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>getting<00:37:48.140><c> by</c><00:37:48.260><c> by</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:37:49.270><c> okay</c><00:37:50.270><c> so</c><00:37:50.570><c> I</c><00:37:50.750><c> mean</c><00:37:50.960><c> you</c><00:37:51.320><c> know</c></c>

00:37:51.400 --> 00:37:51.410 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>getting by by</c><c.colorE5E5E5> okay so I mean you know
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00:37:51.410 --> 00:37:53.290 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>getting by by</c><c.colorE5E5E5> okay so I mean you know
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00:37:53.290 --> 00:37:53.300 align:start position:0%
sometimes you're stuck<c.colorCCCCCC> in you're really
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00:37:53.300 --> 00:37:54.880 align:start position:0%
sometimes you're stuck<c.colorCCCCCC> in you're really
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00:37:54.880 --> 00:37:54.890 align:start position:0%
stuck and<c.colorE5E5E5> then even when you try to get
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00:37:54.890 --> 00:37:56.740 align:start position:0%
stuck and<c.colorE5E5E5> then even when you try to get
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00:37:56.740 --> 00:37:56.750 align:start position:0%
unstuck<c.colorE5E5E5> things keep coming back and bite
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unstuck<c.colorE5E5E5> things keep coming back and bite
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me in the fanny you know it's hard to
 

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me in the fanny you know it's hard to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>let go of things that's for sure by the
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<c.colorE5E5E5>let go of things that's for sure by the
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way you know dennis is you know get
 

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way you know dennis is you know get
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something going on that if you've
 

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something going on that if you've
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listened to show you know they<c.colorCCCCCC> stop
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listened to show you know they<c.colorCCCCCC> stop
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called a few times but it's you know<c.colorCCCCCC> a
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called a few times but it's you know<c.colorCCCCCC> a
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lot<c.colorE5E5E5> of us do a lot of us have things in
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lot<c.colorE5E5E5> of us do a lot of us have things in
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our life that we just can't seem to<c.colorCCCCCC> let
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our life that we just can't seem to<c.colorCCCCCC> let
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go of and it rationally it makes sense
 

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go of and it rationally it makes sense
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to let go of things at times but boy
 

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to let go of things at times but boy
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sometimes<c.colorCCCCCC> it's hard and and and</c><c.colorE5E5E5> part of
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sometimes<c.colorCCCCCC> it's hard and and and</c><c.colorE5E5E5> part of
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it is like<c.colorCCCCCC> you know there's an
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it is like<c.colorCCCCCC> you know there's an
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interesting concept about feeling
 

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interesting concept about feeling
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00:38:29.950 --> 00:38:29.960 align:start position:0%
something is better than feeling nothing
 

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something is better than feeling nothing
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and even if that's something is negative
 

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and even if that's something is negative
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00:38:35.380 --> 00:38:35.390 align:start position:0%
it's better than not feeling anything at
 

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it's better than not feeling anything at
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all and so when we<c.colorE5E5E5> have somebody fan the
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all and so when we<c.colorE5E5E5> have somebody fan the
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flames in our adrenaline Russian
 

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flames in our adrenaline Russian
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sometimes we get addicted<c.colorCCCCCC> to that
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sometimes we get addicted<c.colorCCCCCC> to that
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feeling of just wanted something happen
 

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feeling of just wanted something happen
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that is going to keep us feeling engaged
 

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that is going to keep us feeling engaged
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feeling you know alive even if it's
 

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feeling you know alive even if it's
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negative sometimes we react that way so
 

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negative sometimes we react that way so
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that leads me into something<c.colorE5E5E5> else I
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that leads me into something<c.colorE5E5E5> else I
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wanted to ask listeners about today<c.colorE5E5E5> and
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wanted to ask listeners about today<c.colorE5E5E5> and
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I want to thank<c.colorE5E5E5> Jeannie and dinners for
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I want to thank<c.colorE5E5E5> Jeannie and dinners for
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con and anybody else so I'll repeat<c.colorCCCCCC> the
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con and anybody else so I'll repeat<c.colorCCCCCC> the
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number for you to zero three three three
 

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number for you to zero three three three
six<00:39:08.600><c> nine</c><00:39:09.610><c> 756</c><00:39:11.860><c> 2033</c><00:39:14.350><c> 369</c><00:39:15.430><c> 756</c><00:39:17.020><c> so</c><00:39:18.020><c> I</c><00:39:18.050><c> want</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:39:18.170><c> to</c></c>

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six nine 756 2033 369 756 so I want<c.colorCCCCCC> to
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six nine 756 2033 369 756 so I want<c.colorCCCCCC> to
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talk about this<c.colorE5E5E5> idea of being engaged
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talk about this<c.colorE5E5E5> idea of being engaged
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okay we<c.colorE5E5E5> got another call hi this</c><c.colorCCCCCC> is
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okay we<c.colorE5E5E5> got another call hi this</c><c.colorCCCCCC> is
Chuck<00:39:24.590><c> you're</c><00:39:24.800><c> on</c><00:39:24.980><c> the</c><00:39:25.100><c> air</c><00:39:25.250><c> who</c><00:39:25.340><c> am</c><00:39:25.400><c> I</c><00:39:25.490><c> talking</c></c>

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Chuck you're on the air who am I talking
 

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Chuck you're on the air who am I talking
to<00:39:25.940><c> please</c><00:39:26.150><c> good</c><00:39:27.140><c> morning</c><00:39:27.710><c> are</c><00:39:27.920><c> actually</c><00:39:28.280><c> good</c>

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to please good morning are actually good
 

00:39:28.490 --> 00:39:31.450 align:start position:0%
to please good morning are actually good
afternoon<00:39:29.000><c> Chuck</c><00:39:29.420><c> my</c><00:39:29.690><c> name</c><00:39:29.900><c> is</c><00:39:30.020><c> Juan</c><00:39:30.460><c> Warren</c>

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afternoon Chuck my name is Juan Warren
 

00:39:31.460 --> 00:39:33.760 align:start position:0%
afternoon Chuck my name is Juan Warren
how<00:39:31.640><c> are</c><00:39:31.790><c> you</c><00:39:31.910><c> today</c><00:39:32.090><c> I'm</c><00:39:32.930><c> pretty</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:39:33.320><c> good</c><00:39:33.500><c> how</c></c>

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how are you today I'm pretty<c.colorE5E5E5> good how
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how are you today I'm pretty<c.colorE5E5E5> good how
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are you today I'm good thank<c.colorCCCCCC> you what's
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are you today I'm good thank<c.colorCCCCCC> you what's
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on<c.colorCCCCCC> your</c><c.colorE5E5E5> mind interesting listening to
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on<c.colorCCCCCC> your</c><c.colorE5E5E5> mind interesting listening to</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>your<00:39:38.270><c> program</c><00:39:38.630><c> today</c><00:39:40.180><c> simply</c><00:39:41.180><c> because</c><00:39:41.390><c> it's</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>your program today simply because it's
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<c.colorE5E5E5>your program today simply because it's
so<00:39:42.410><c> much</c><00:39:42.710><c> thing</c><00:39:43.160><c> that</c><00:39:43.850><c> is</c><00:39:44.200><c> in</c><00:39:45.200><c> such</c><00:39:45.680><c> relation</c></c>

00:39:47.460 --> 00:39:47.470 align:start position:0%
so much thing that is in such relation
 

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so much thing that is in such relation
that<00:39:48.470><c> these</c><00:39:48.800><c> people</c><00:39:49.130><c> have</c><00:39:49.460><c> gone</c><00:39:49.730><c> through</c><00:39:49.760><c> or</c>

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that these people have gone through or
 

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that these people have gone through or
experiencing<00:39:51.680><c> now</c>

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experiencing now
 

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experiencing now
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no<00:40:00.820><c> I</c><00:40:02.230><c> mean</c><00:40:03.230><c> better</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:40:03.500><c> station</c><00:40:04.010><c> I've</c><00:40:04.130><c> ever</c><00:40:04.220><c> been</c></c>

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no I mean better<c.colorE5E5E5> station I've ever been
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no I mean better<c.colorE5E5E5> station I've ever been
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in in my life all goes back to nineteen
 

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in in my life all goes back to nineteen
<c.colorCCCCCC>seventy<00:40:07.400><c> five</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:40:07.580><c> actually</c><00:40:08.090><c> goes</c><00:40:08.240><c> back</c><00:40:08.270><c> to</c></c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>seventy five</c><c.colorE5E5E5> actually goes back to
 </c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>seventy five</c><c.colorE5E5E5> actually goes back to
nineteen<00:40:09.050><c> seventy-two</c><00:40:09.760><c> when</c><00:40:12.070><c> my</c><00:40:13.070><c> mom</c><00:40:13.310><c> ended</c></c>

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nineteen seventy-two when my mom ended
 

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nineteen seventy-two when my mom ended
<c.colorE5E5E5>up<00:40:14.060><c> going</c><00:40:14.570><c> in</c><00:40:14.690><c> and</c><00:40:14.840><c> out</c><00:40:14.930><c> of</c><00:40:14.990><c> the</c><00:40:15.140><c> hospital</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>up going in and out of the hospital
 </c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>up going in and out of the hospital
every<00:40:15.860><c> two</c><00:40:16.190><c> weeks</c><00:40:16.460><c> for</c><00:40:16.640><c> chemotherapy</c><00:40:17.060><c> because</c></c>

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every two weeks for chemotherapy because
 

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every two weeks for chemotherapy because
Hodgkin's<00:40:18.530><c> disease</c><00:40:19.090><c> and</c><00:40:20.090><c> at</c><00:40:20.930><c> the</c><00:40:21.050><c> time</c><00:40:21.230><c> I</c><00:40:21.290><c> was</c>

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Hodgkin's disease and at the time I was
 

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Hodgkin's disease and at the time I was
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<c.colorE5E5E5>only 11 years old yeah but I was never
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<c.colorE5E5E5>only 11 years old yeah but I was never
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told by my father<c.colorE5E5E5> that my mother was
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told by my father<c.colorE5E5E5> that my mother was
dying<00:40:27.290><c> I</c><00:40:27.620><c> was</c><00:40:27.770><c> ever</c><00:40:27.950><c> told</c><00:40:28.220><c> by</c><00:40:28.520><c> my</c><00:40:29.110><c> mother</c><00:40:30.110><c> that</c></c>

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dying I was ever told by my mother that
 

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dying I was ever told by my mother that
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she was dying I knew she was ill but I
 

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she was dying I knew she was ill but I
did<00:40:33.620><c> not</c><00:40:33.800><c> know</c><00:40:33.980><c> she</c><00:40:34.010><c> was</c><00:40:34.220><c> lying</c><00:40:34.580><c> right</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:40:35.080><c> now</c><00:40:36.080><c> 55</c></c>

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did not know she was lying right<c.colorE5E5E5> now 55
 </c>

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did not know she was lying right<c.colorE5E5E5> now 55
years<00:40:36.980><c> old</c><00:40:37.460><c> and</c><00:40:37.730><c> I'm</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:40:37.820><c> the</c><00:40:37.940><c> youngest</c><00:40:38.300><c> before</c><00:40:39.520><c> in</c></c>

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years old and I'm<c.colorCCCCCC> the youngest before in
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years old and I'm<c.colorCCCCCC> the youngest before in
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range the next one is<c.colorE5E5E5> four years old and
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range the next one is<c.colorE5E5E5> four years old and
in<00:40:42.740><c> Venus</c><00:40:43.130><c> my</c><00:40:43.340><c> brother</c><00:40:43.610><c> Andrew</c><00:40:44.120><c> the</c><00:40:44.240><c> next</c><00:40:44.480><c> one</c></c>

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in Venus my brother Andrew the next one
 

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in Venus my brother Andrew the next one
after<00:40:44.750><c> that</c><00:40:44.930><c> my</c><00:40:45.260><c> sister</c><00:40:45.800><c> she's</c><00:40:46.130><c> six</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:40:46.520><c> years</c></c>

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after that my sister she's six<c.colorCCCCCC> years
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after that my sister she's six<c.colorCCCCCC> years
older<00:40:47.150><c> than</c><00:40:47.240><c> me</c><00:40:47.300><c> and</c><00:40:47.450><c> my</c><00:40:47.630><c> old</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:40:47.810><c> before</c><00:40:48.170><c> the</c></c>

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older than me<c.colorCCCCCC> and my old</c><c.colorE5E5E5> before the
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older than me<c.colorCCCCCC> and my old</c><c.colorE5E5E5> before the
author<00:40:48.560><c> is</c><00:40:49.780><c> older</c><00:40:50.780><c> than</c><00:40:50.810><c> I</c><00:40:52.450><c> sell</c><00:40:53.450><c> all</c><00:40:53.720><c> of</c><00:40:53.750><c> a</c></c>

00:40:53.860 --> 00:40:53.870 align:start position:0%
author is older than I sell all of a
 

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author is older than I sell all of a
sudden<00:40:54.140><c> it</c><00:40:54.230><c> came</c><00:40:54.380><c> down</c><00:40:54.590><c> to</c><00:40:54.980><c> where</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:40:57.400><c> my</c><00:40:58.400><c> sister</c></c>

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sudden it came down to where<c.colorCCCCCC> my sister
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00:40:58.460 --> 00:41:01.960 align:start position:0%
sudden it came down to where<c.colorCCCCCC> my sister</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>got<00:40:58.910><c> married</c><00:40:59.180><c> the</c><00:40:59.840><c> middle</c><00:41:00.110><c> of</c><00:41:00.230><c> June</c><00:41:00.970><c> 1975</c></c>

00:41:01.960 --> 00:41:01.970 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>got married the middle of June 1975
 </c>

00:41:01.970 --> 00:41:05.340 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>got married the middle of June 1975
shall<00:41:02.660><c> we</c><00:41:02.690><c> play</c><00:41:03.140><c> at</c><00:41:03.320><c> my</c><00:41:03.440><c> mother</c><00:41:03.680><c> passed</c><00:41:03.950><c> away</c></c>

00:41:05.340 --> 00:41:05.350 align:start position:0%
shall we play at my mother passed away
 

00:41:05.350 --> 00:41:10.060 align:start position:0%
shall we play at my mother passed away
so<00:41:06.350><c> I</c><00:41:06.620><c> was</c><00:41:06.890><c> in</c><00:41:07.010><c> the</c><00:41:07.100><c> house</c><00:41:07.250><c> with</c><00:41:07.490><c> my</c><00:41:07.640><c> dad</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:41:09.070><c> my</c></c>

00:41:10.060 --> 00:41:10.070 align:start position:0%
so I was in the house with my dad<c.colorCCCCCC> my
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so I was in the house with my dad<c.colorCCCCCC> my
brother<00:41:10.130><c> it</c><00:41:10.460><c> was</c><00:41:10.550><c> four</c><00:41:10.850><c> years</c><00:41:11.000><c> old</c><00:41:11.300><c> and</c><00:41:11.510><c> I'm</c><00:41:11.570><c> a</c></c>

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brother it was four<c.colorCCCCCC> years old and I'm a
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brother it was four<c.colorCCCCCC> years old and I'm a
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00:41:14.500 --> 00:41:14.510 align:start position:0%
just moved on to college he<c.colorE5E5E5> was never
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just moved on to college he<c.colorE5E5E5> was never
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home because he was working three jobs
 

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home because he was working three jobs
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00:41:19.240 --> 00:41:19.250 align:start position:0%
going to see his girlfriend in Boston
 

00:41:19.250 --> 00:41:21.250 align:start position:0%
going to see his girlfriend in Boston
where<00:41:19.640><c> she</c><00:41:19.850><c> went</c><00:41:20.000><c> to</c><00:41:20.150><c> school</c><00:41:20.300><c> every</c><00:41:20.810><c> weekend</c>

00:41:21.250 --> 00:41:21.260 align:start position:0%
where she went to school every weekend
 

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where she went to school every weekend
my<c.colorCCCCCC><00:41:21.790><c> sister</c><00:41:22.790><c> obviously</c><00:41:22.970><c> she</c><00:41:23.570><c> just</c><00:41:23.810><c> got</c><00:41:23.930><c> married</c></c>

00:41:24.160 --> 00:41:24.170 align:start position:0%
my<c.colorCCCCCC> sister obviously she just got married
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my<c.colorCCCCCC> sister obviously she just got married
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00:41:27.370 --> 00:41:27.380 align:start position:0%
she was out of the house my oldest
 

00:41:27.380 --> 00:41:31.300 align:start position:0%
she was out of the house my oldest
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brother had<c.colorCCCCCC> just recently</c><c.colorE5E5E5> he's been out
 </c>

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brother had<c.colorCCCCCC> just recently</c><c.colorE5E5E5> he's been out
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of the house<c.colorCCCCCC> for a couple of years this
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of the house<c.colorCCCCCC> for a couple of years this
is<00:41:34.670><c> down</c><00:41:34.850><c> to</c><00:41:34.880><c> my</c><00:41:35.180><c> father</c><00:41:35.510><c> ah</c><00:41:38.200><c> no</c><00:41:39.200><c> like</c><00:41:39.380><c> I</c><00:41:39.500><c> said</c></c>

00:41:39.520 --> 00:41:39.530 align:start position:0%
is down to<c.colorCCCCCC> my father ah no like I said
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is down to<c.colorCCCCCC> my father ah no like I said
it<00:41:39.920><c> was</c><00:41:40.040><c> never</c><00:41:40.280><c> any</c><00:41:40.490><c> discussion</c><00:41:41.210><c> I</c><00:41:41.420><c> was</c><00:41:42.080><c> never</c></c>

00:41:42.250 --> 00:41:42.260 align:start position:0%
it was never any discussion I was never
 

00:41:42.260 --> 00:41:43.960 align:start position:0%
it was never any discussion I was never
told<00:41:42.560><c> anything</c><00:41:42.950><c> about</c><00:41:43.160><c> my</c><00:41:43.430><c> mother's</c><00:41:43.760><c> illness</c>

00:41:43.960 --> 00:41:43.970 align:start position:0%
told anything about my mother's illness
 

00:41:43.970 --> 00:41:46.150 align:start position:0%
told anything about my mother's illness
there's<00:41:44.720><c> never</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:41:44.870><c> any</c><00:41:45.140><c> discussion</c><00:41:45.740><c> about</c><00:41:45.800><c> it</c></c>

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there's never<c.colorE5E5E5> any discussion about it
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there's never<c.colorE5E5E5> any discussion about it
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many way shape or form and all the day
 

00:41:49.730 --> 00:41:51.700 align:start position:0%
many way shape or form and all the day
my<00:41:49.910><c> mother</c><00:41:50.090><c> died</c><00:41:50.450><c> was</c><00:41:50.990><c> in</c><00:41:51.260><c> the</c><00:41:51.350><c> middle</c><00:41:51.530><c> of</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:41:51.620><c> the</c></c>

00:41:51.700 --> 00:41:51.710 align:start position:0%
my mother died was in the middle of<c.colorE5E5E5> the
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00:41:51.710 --> 00:41:53.260 align:start position:0%
my mother died was in the middle of<c.colorE5E5E5> the
night<00:41:51.890><c> before</c><00:41:52.100><c> we</c><00:41:52.460><c> came</c><00:41:52.610><c> to</c><00:41:52.760><c> the</c><00:41:52.850><c> bottom</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:41:53.210><c> of</c></c>

00:41:53.260 --> 00:41:53.270 align:start position:0%
night before we came to the bottom<c.colorCCCCCC> of
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night before we came to the bottom<c.colorCCCCCC> of
the<00:41:53.330><c> stairs</c><00:41:53.660><c> my</c><00:41:54.050><c> brother</c><00:41:54.290><c> Andrew</c><00:41:54.800><c> happen</c><00:41:55.130><c> to</c></c>

00:41:55.210 --> 00:41:55.220 align:start position:0%
the stairs my brother Andrew happen to
 

00:41:55.220 --> 00:41:58.420 align:start position:0%
the stairs my brother Andrew happen to
be<00:41:55.340><c> home</c><00:41:55.840><c> and</c><00:41:56.840><c> he</c><00:41:56.990><c> just</c><00:41:57.260><c> set</c><00:41:57.890><c> up</c><00:41:58.010><c> the</c><00:41:58.130><c> stairs</c>

00:41:58.420 --> 00:41:58.430 align:start position:0%
be home and he just set up the stairs
 

00:41:58.430 --> 00:42:00.240 align:start position:0%
be home and he just set up the stairs
<c.colorCCCCCC>voices<00:41:59.030><c> just</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:41:59.180><c> got</c><00:41:59.300><c> a</c><00:41:59.330><c> call</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:41:59.540><c> from</c><00:41:59.750><c> the</c><00:41:59.870><c> hospital</c></c>

00:42:00.240 --> 00:42:00.250 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>voices just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> got a call</c><c.colorCCCCCC> from the hospital
 </c>

00:42:00.250 --> 00:42:04.510 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>voices just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> got a call</c><c.colorCCCCCC> from the hospital
your<00:42:01.250><c> mother</c><00:42:01.460><c> just</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:42:01.580><c> asked</c><00:42:02.890><c> end</c><00:42:03.890><c> of</c><00:42:04.100><c> entire</c></c>

00:42:04.510 --> 00:42:04.520 align:start position:0%
your mother just<c.colorE5E5E5> asked end of entire
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00:42:04.520 --> 00:42:05.770 align:start position:0%
your mother just<c.colorE5E5E5> asked end of entire
subject</c>

00:42:05.770 --> 00:42:05.780 align:start position:0%
subject
 

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subject
you<00:42:06.560><c> know</c><00:42:06.650><c> that</c><00:42:06.800><c> nothing</c><00:42:07.400><c> ever</c><00:42:07.520><c> came</c><00:42:07.790><c> beyond</c>

00:42:08.170 --> 00:42:08.180 align:start position:0%
you know that nothing ever came beyond
 

00:42:08.180 --> 00:42:12.010 align:start position:0%
you know that nothing ever came beyond
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that and it took me<c.colorE5E5E5> a long long time
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that and it took me<c.colorE5E5E5> a long long time
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00:42:13.540 --> 00:42:13.550 align:start position:0%
I've seen a lot of<c.colorE5E5E5> their actually</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the
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00:42:13.550 --> 00:42:15.100 align:start position:0%
I've seen a lot of<c.colorE5E5E5> their actually</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>several<00:42:13.880><c> therapists</c><00:42:14.420><c> throughout</c><00:42:14.660><c> my</c><00:42:14.840><c> life</c></c>

00:42:15.100 --> 00:42:15.110 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>several therapists throughout my life
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00:42:15.110 --> 00:42:19.530 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>several therapists throughout my life
but<00:42:15.220><c> the</c><00:42:16.220><c> therapists</c><00:42:16.790><c> were</c><00:42:17.090><c> really</c><00:42:17.480><c> never</c></c>

00:42:19.530 --> 00:42:19.540 align:start position:0%
but the<c.colorE5E5E5> therapists were really never
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00:42:19.540 --> 00:42:23.020 align:start position:0%
but the<c.colorE5E5E5> therapists were really never
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00:42:23.020 --> 00:42:23.030 align:start position:0%
never got any gain from them as to what
 

00:42:23.030 --> 00:42:25.690 align:start position:0%
never got any gain from them as to what
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00:42:25.690 --> 00:42:25.700 align:start position:0%
was going on<c.colorCCCCCC> with me it took me a long
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was going on<c.colorCCCCCC> with me it took me a long
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00:42:28.690 --> 00:42:28.700 align:start position:0%
time to realize and up until just<c.colorCCCCCC> a few
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time to realize and up until just<c.colorCCCCCC> a few
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00:42:31.960 --> 00:42:31.970 align:start position:0%
years back that I had harbored a great
 

00:42:31.970 --> 00:42:36.700 align:start position:0%
years back that I had harbored a great
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00:42:36.700 --> 00:42:36.710 align:start position:0%
deal of anger in me because I have
 

00:42:36.710 --> 00:42:40.000 align:start position:0%
deal of anger in me because I have
family<c.colorCCCCCC><00:42:37.690><c> and</c><00:42:38.690><c> all</c><00:42:38.810><c> of</c><00:42:38.870><c> some</c><00:42:39.200><c> one</c><00:42:39.410><c> day</c><00:42:39.620><c> the</c></c>

00:42:40.000 --> 00:42:40.010 align:start position:0%
family<c.colorCCCCCC> and all of some one day the
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00:42:40.010 --> 00:42:42.810 align:start position:0%
family<c.colorCCCCCC> and all of some one day the
entire<00:42:40.130><c> family</c><00:42:40.760><c> was</c><00:42:40.850><c> gone</c><00:42:41.090><c> in</c><00:42:41.480><c> essence</c><00:42:41.990><c> a</c></c>

00:42:42.810 --> 00:42:42.820 align:start position:0%
entire family was gone in essence a
 

00:42:42.820 --> 00:42:44.980 align:start position:0%
entire family was gone in essence a
father<00:42:43.820><c> and</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:42:44.000><c> I</c><00:42:44.090><c> lived</c><00:42:44.330><c> in</c><00:42:44.450><c> the</c><00:42:44.540><c> house</c><00:42:44.690><c> together</c></c>

00:42:44.980 --> 00:42:44.990 align:start position:0%
father and<c.colorE5E5E5> I lived in the house together
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00:42:44.990 --> 00:42:48.220 align:start position:0%
father and<c.colorE5E5E5> I lived in the house together
we<00:42:45.440><c> got</c><00:42:45.560><c> along</c><00:42:45.800><c> okay</c><00:42:46.690><c> but</c><00:42:47.690><c> that's</c><00:42:47.870><c> about</c><00:42:48.170><c> all</c></c>

00:42:48.220 --> 00:42:48.230 align:start position:0%
we got along okay but that's<c.colorE5E5E5> about all
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00:42:48.230 --> 00:42:52.860 align:start position:0%
we got along okay but that's<c.colorE5E5E5> about all
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00:42:52.860 --> 00:42:52.870 align:start position:0%
the relationship we ever had and it just
 

00:42:52.870 --> 00:42:55.150 align:start position:0%
the relationship we ever had and it just
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00:42:55.150 --> 00:42:55.160 align:start position:0%
through the years it took me a long time
 

00:42:55.160 --> 00:42:58.420 align:start position:0%
through the years it took me a long time
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00:42:58.420 --> 00:42:58.430 align:start position:0%
to realize I had become there so my
 

00:42:58.430 --> 00:43:00.640 align:start position:0%
to realize I had become there so my
family's<00:42:59.020><c> psychological</c><00:43:00.020><c> punching</c><00:43:00.470><c> bag</c>

00:43:00.640 --> 00:43:00.650 align:start position:0%
family's psychological punching bag
 

00:43:00.650 --> 00:43:02.980 align:start position:0%
family's psychological punching bag
including<00:43:01.370><c> my</c><00:43:01.520><c> father's</c><00:43:01.990><c> psychological</c>

00:43:02.980 --> 00:43:02.990 align:start position:0%
including my father's psychological
 

00:43:02.990 --> 00:43:05.860 align:start position:0%
including my father's psychological
punching<00:43:03.350><c> bag</c><00:43:04.390><c> I've</c><00:43:05.390><c> always</c><00:43:05.630><c> always</c>

00:43:05.860 --> 00:43:05.870 align:start position:0%
punching bag I've always always
 

00:43:05.870 --> 00:43:07.390 align:start position:0%
punching bag I've always always
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00:43:07.390 --> 00:43:07.400 align:start position:0%
different than the rest of auntie
 

00:43:07.400 --> 00:43:09.160 align:start position:0%
different than the rest of auntie
Dressen<00:43:07.760><c> has</c><00:43:07.820><c> always</c><00:43:08.120><c> had</c><00:43:08.270><c> a</c><00:43:08.300><c> very</c><00:43:08.390><c> very</c><00:43:08.900><c> high</c>

00:43:09.160 --> 00:43:09.170 align:start position:0%
Dressen has always had a very very high
 

00:43:09.170 --> 00:43:11.590 align:start position:0%
Dressen has always had a very very high
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00:43:11.590 --> 00:43:11.600 align:start position:0%
IQ and I've always had a very artistic
 

00:43:11.600 --> 00:43:13.870 align:start position:0%
IQ and I've always had a very artistic
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00:43:13.870 --> 00:43:13.880 align:start position:0%
and creative ability and talent my
 

00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:15.910 align:start position:0%
and creative ability and talent my
mother<00:43:14.150><c> recognized</c><00:43:14.840><c> that</c><00:43:15.110><c> my</c><00:43:15.440><c> mother</c><00:43:15.620><c> always</c>

00:43:15.910 --> 00:43:15.920 align:start position:0%
mother recognized that my mother always
 

00:43:15.920 --> 00:43:19.360 align:start position:0%
mother recognized that my mother always
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00:43:19.360 --> 00:43:19.370 align:start position:0%
encouraged that with me but after<c.colorE5E5E5> my
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00:43:19.370 --> 00:43:21.610 align:start position:0%
encouraged that with me but after<c.colorE5E5E5> my
mother<00:43:19.610><c> died</c><00:43:19.910><c> there</c><00:43:20.240><c> was</c><00:43:20.270><c> never</c><00:43:20.600><c> any</c><00:43:20.960><c> support</c></c>

00:43:21.610 --> 00:43:21.620 align:start position:0%
mother died there was<c.colorE5E5E5> never any support
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00:43:21.620 --> 00:43:24.220 align:start position:0%
mother died there was<c.colorE5E5E5> never any support</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>for<00:43:21.950><c> my</c><00:43:22.100><c> intellect</c><00:43:22.790><c> or</c><00:43:23.090><c> my</c><00:43:23.690><c> artistic</c></c>

00:43:24.220 --> 00:43:24.230 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>for my intellect or my artistic
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00:43:24.230 --> 00:43:27.730 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>for my intellect or my artistic
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00:43:27.730 --> 00:43:27.740 align:start position:0%
creativity and talent it was<c.colorE5E5E5> always more
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00:43:27.740 --> 00:43:31.570 align:start position:0%
creativity and talent it was<c.colorE5E5E5> always more
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00:43:31.570 --> 00:43:31.580 align:start position:0%
of just get a job shut your mouth and<c.colorCCCCCC> do
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00:43:31.580 --> 00:43:34.500 align:start position:0%
of just get a job shut your mouth and<c.colorCCCCCC> do
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00:43:34.500 --> 00:43:34.510 align:start position:0%
what you're told and that was it
 

00:43:34.510 --> 00:43:36.790 align:start position:0%
what you're told and that was it
unfortunately<00:43:35.510><c> that</c><00:43:35.540><c> kind</c><00:43:35.990><c> of</c><00:43:36.110><c> language</c><00:43:36.290><c> long</c>

00:43:36.790 --> 00:43:36.800 align:start position:0%
unfortunately that kind of language long
 

00:43:36.800 --> 00:43:39.040 align:start position:0%
unfortunately that kind of language long
because<00:43:37.400><c> with</c><00:43:37.700><c> the</c><00:43:37.790><c> piece</c><00:43:37.970><c> of</c><00:43:38.150><c> property</c><00:43:38.600><c> on</c><00:43:39.020><c> a</c>

00:43:39.040 --> 00:43:39.050 align:start position:0%
because with the piece of property on a
 

00:43:39.050 --> 00:43:41.050 align:start position:0%
because with the piece of property on a
lake<00:43:39.230><c> here</c><00:43:39.890><c> in</c><00:43:40.100><c> Connecticut</c><00:43:40.700><c> that</c><00:43:40.910><c> my</c>

00:43:41.050 --> 00:43:41.060 align:start position:0%
lake here in Connecticut that my
 

00:43:41.060 --> 00:43:44.140 align:start position:0%
lake here in Connecticut that my
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00:43:44.140 --> 00:43:44.150 align:start position:0%
grandfather bought 1945 that stayed in
 

00:43:44.150 --> 00:43:46.450 align:start position:0%
grandfather bought 1945 that stayed in
<c.colorCCCCCC>the</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:43:44.330><c> family</c><00:43:44.630><c> because</c><00:43:45.260><c> it</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:43:45.440><c> overly</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:43:45.770><c> my</c><00:43:46.160><c> flower</c></c>

00:43:46.450 --> 00:43:46.460 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> family because it</c><c.colorCCCCCC> overly</c><c.colorE5E5E5> my flower
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00:43:46.460 --> 00:43:49.560 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>the</c><c.colorE5E5E5> family because it</c><c.colorCCCCCC> overly</c><c.colorE5E5E5> my flower
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00:43:49.560 --> 00:43:49.570 align:start position:0%
so they're Lissa's continued closeness
 

00:43:49.570 --> 00:43:53.200 align:start position:0%
so they're Lissa's continued closeness
being<00:43:50.570><c> with</c><00:43:50.810><c> my</c><00:43:51.020><c> family</c><00:43:52.150><c> throughout</c><00:43:53.150><c> all</c>

00:43:53.200 --> 00:43:53.210 align:start position:0%
being with my family throughout all
 

00:43:53.210 --> 00:43:58.060 align:start position:0%
being with my family throughout all
<c.colorCCCCCC>these<00:43:53.750><c> years</c><00:43:54.260><c> up</c><00:43:54.560><c> until</c><00:43:54.650><c> recently</c><00:43:55.630><c> and</c><00:43:57.070><c> it's</c></c>

00:43:58.060 --> 00:43:58.070 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>these years up until recently and it's
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00:43:58.070 --> 00:43:59.800 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>these years up until recently and it's
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00:43:59.800 --> 00:43:59.810 align:start position:0%
like<c.colorCCCCCC> I said it all came down to me
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00:43:59.810 --> 00:44:03.790 align:start position:0%
like<c.colorCCCCCC> I said it all came down to me
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00:44:03.790 --> 00:44:03.800 align:start position:0%
harboring an anger because you could
 

00:44:03.800 --> 00:44:06.400 align:start position:0%
harboring an anger because you could
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00:44:06.400 --> 00:44:06.410 align:start position:0%
never my father was one you could<c.colorE5E5E5> never
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never my father was one you could<c.colorE5E5E5> never
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00:44:08.320 --> 00:44:08.330 align:start position:0%
get into a serious conversation if you
 

00:44:08.330 --> 00:44:10.510 align:start position:0%
get into a serious conversation if you
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tried<c.colorCCCCCC> to be seriously with him within
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tried<c.colorCCCCCC> to be seriously with him within</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>five<00:44:10.910><c> minutes</c><00:44:11.240><c> of</c><00:44:11.510><c> stuff</c><00:44:11.750><c> in</c><00:44:11.900><c> that</c></c>

00:44:11.920 --> 00:44:11.930 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>five minutes of stuff in that
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<c.colorE5E5E5>five minutes of stuff in that</c>
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00:44:13.690 --> 00:44:13.700 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>conversation with well I don't want to
 </c>

00:44:13.700 --> 00:44:15.790 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>conversation with well I don't want to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>talk about anymore an opposite</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I I don't
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00:44:15.800 --> 00:44:17.170 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>talk about anymore an opposite</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I I don't
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mean to cut you off but you<c.colorCCCCCC> know I don't
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mean to cut you off but you<c.colorCCCCCC> know I don't</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>know you know we started in nineteen
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<c.colorE5E5E5>know you know we started in nineteen
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seventy two of my shows only an hour so
 

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seventy two of my shows only an hour so
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I just<c.colorE5E5E5> want to know what is it you're
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I just<c.colorE5E5E5> want to know what is it you're
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feeling<c.colorCCCCCC> right now that you'd like to
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feeling<c.colorCCCCCC> right now that you'd like to
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change do<c.colorE5E5E5> you think well no it's it's
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change do<c.colorE5E5E5> you think well no it's it's
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the<c.colorCCCCCC> fact that everything now is coming
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the<c.colorCCCCCC> fact that everything now is coming
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to a change where i spose recognize
 

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to a change where i spose recognize
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things and the only reason why<c.colorCCCCCC> i started
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things and the only reason why<c.colorCCCCCC> i started
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speaking with you is because I see some
 

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speaking with you is because I see some
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correlations between the woman who is
 

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correlations between the woman who is
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speaking to you before<c.colorCCCCCC> the other guy and
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speaking to you before<c.colorCCCCCC> the other guy and
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the other gentleman with this border so
 

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the other gentleman with this border so
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so what so tell me about that you<c.colorE5E5E5> know
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so what so tell me about that you<c.colorE5E5E5> know
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I've<c.colorCCCCCC> got a little bit of the history so
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I've<c.colorCCCCCC> got a little bit of the history so
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tell me about what's going<c.colorE5E5E5> on for you
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tell me about what's going<c.colorE5E5E5> on for you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>right now and what what you're hoping
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<c.colorE5E5E5>right now and what what you're hoping
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happens as a result of<c.colorE5E5E5> this call oh no I
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happens as a result of<c.colorE5E5E5> this call oh no I
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just thought maybe I shouldn't be taking
 

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just thought maybe I shouldn't be taking
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up your time no no I'm<c.colorCCCCCC> just trying to
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up your time no no I'm<c.colorCCCCCC> just trying to</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>understand so you just wanted to kind of
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<c.colorE5E5E5>understand so you just wanted to kind of
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tell us about you have these experiences
 

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tell us about you have these experiences
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over the course of your<c.colorE5E5E5> lifetime I mean
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over the course of your<c.colorE5E5E5> lifetime I mean
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I get<c.colorCCCCCC> it I mean and it</c><c.colorE5E5E5> sounds</c><c.colorCCCCCC> like your
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I get<c.colorCCCCCC> it I mean and it</c><c.colorE5E5E5> sounds</c><c.colorCCCCCC> like your
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anger was justified and your mother's
 

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anger was justified and your mother's
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your support from your mother was real
 

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your support from your mother was real
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and gone and people didn't even tell you
 

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and gone and people didn't even tell you
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that she was dying I mean and in the
 

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that she was dying I mean and in the
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relationship with your dad was<c.colorE5E5E5> okay but
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relationship with your dad was<c.colorE5E5E5> okay but
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it wasn't<c.colorCCCCCC> great and you feel kind of
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it wasn't<c.colorCCCCCC> great and you feel kind of
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like you<c.colorCCCCCC> were someone that was for
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like you<c.colorCCCCCC> were someone that was for
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whatever reason maybe everybody was
 

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whatever reason maybe everybody was
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angry about your mom pass and I'm
 

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angry about your mom pass and I'm
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guessing and so somehow some of that
 

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guessing and so somehow some of that
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anger got trance<c.colorE5E5E5> transferred to you I'm
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anger got trance<c.colorE5E5E5> transferred to you I'm
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not sure why but yeah and and so where
 

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not sure why but yeah and and so where
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are you<c.colorCCCCCC> now</c><c.colorE5E5E5> what do you feeling now well
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are you<c.colorCCCCCC> now</c><c.colorE5E5E5> what do you feeling now well
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where I finally got to and it took it
 

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where I finally got to and it took it
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took a lot<c.colorE5E5E5> okay you know I had become
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took a lot<c.colorE5E5E5> okay you know I had become
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incredibly I lost all self-confidence I
 

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incredibly I lost all self-confidence I
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lost all<c.colorCCCCCC> self-esteem we've always been
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lost all<c.colorCCCCCC> self-esteem we've always been
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very very<c.colorE5E5E5> good at what</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I do in my career
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very very<c.colorE5E5E5> good at what</c><c.colorCCCCCC> I do in my career
I've<00:45:57.470><c> actually</c><00:45:57.770><c> been</c><00:45:58.010><c> excellent</c><00:45:58.520><c> what</c><00:45:58.850><c> i</c><00:45:58.880><c> do</c></c>

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I've actually been excellent what<c.colorCCCCCC> i do
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00:45:59.030 --> 00:46:02.350 align:start position:0%
I've actually been excellent what<c.colorCCCCCC> i do
and<00:45:59.780><c> i'll</c><00:46:00.200><c> always</c><00:46:00.470><c> love</c><00:46:00.950><c> giving</c><00:46:01.550><c> up</c><00:46:01.700><c> myself</c><00:46:01.910><c> to</c></c>

00:46:02.350 --> 00:46:02.360 align:start position:0%
and i'll always love giving up myself to
 

00:46:02.360 --> 00:46:04.630 align:start position:0%
and i'll always love giving up myself to
other<00:46:02.540><c> people</c><00:46:03.140><c> extending</c><00:46:03.770><c> myself</c><00:46:03.920><c> whether</c><00:46:04.490><c> it</c>

00:46:04.630 --> 00:46:04.640 align:start position:0%
other people extending myself whether it
 

00:46:04.640 --> 00:46:07.630 align:start position:0%
other people extending myself whether it
was<00:46:04.820><c> my</c><00:46:05.030><c> knowledge</c><00:46:05.510><c> and</c><00:46:05.810><c> my</c><00:46:06.620><c> talents</c><00:46:07.400><c> other</c>

00:46:07.630 --> 00:46:07.640 align:start position:0%
was my knowledge and my talents other
 

00:46:07.640 --> 00:46:10.840 align:start position:0%
was my knowledge and my talents other
people<00:46:08.240><c> and</c><00:46:08.960><c> but</c><00:46:09.680><c> i</c><00:46:09.710><c> always</c><00:46:10.010><c> quickly</c><00:46:10.640><c> closed</c>

00:46:10.840 --> 00:46:10.850 align:start position:0%
people and but i always quickly closed
 

00:46:10.850 --> 00:46:14.730 align:start position:0%
people and but i always quickly closed
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00:46:14.730 --> 00:46:14.740 align:start position:0%
the anger I carried with me I also let
 

00:46:14.740 --> 00:46:17.680 align:start position:0%
the anger I carried with me I also let
tell<00:46:15.740><c> me</c><00:46:16.070><c> what</c><00:46:16.310><c> you'd</c><00:46:16.490><c> mentioned</c><00:46:17.180><c> earlier</c>

00:46:17.680 --> 00:46:17.690 align:start position:0%
tell me what you'd mentioned earlier
 

00:46:17.690 --> 00:46:24.910 align:start position:0%
tell me what you'd mentioned earlier
about<00:46:20.080><c> just</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:46:21.080><c> recently</c><00:46:21.880><c> the</c><00:46:22.880><c> thing</c><00:46:23.180><c> of</c><00:46:23.590><c> us</c><00:46:24.590><c> I</c></c>

00:46:24.910 --> 00:46:24.920 align:start position:0%
about just<c.colorE5E5E5> recently the thing of us I
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00:46:24.920 --> 00:46:29.829 align:start position:0%
about just<c.colorE5E5E5> recently the thing of us I
say<00:46:25.190><c> this</c></c>

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always<00:46:30.049><c> pushes</c><00:46:30.440><c> a</c><00:46:30.499><c> good</c><00:46:30.710><c> aside</c><00:46:31.180><c> because</c><00:46:32.180><c> I</c><00:46:32.509><c> was</c>

00:46:32.620 --> 00:46:32.630 align:start position:0%
always pushes a good aside because I was
 

00:46:32.630 --> 00:46:36.450 align:start position:0%
always pushes a good aside because I was
constantly<00:46:32.960><c> told</c><00:46:33.319><c> in</c><00:46:33.739><c> essence</c><00:46:34.519><c> I</c><00:46:34.759><c> was</c><00:46:35.390><c> no</c><00:46:35.599><c> good</c>

00:46:36.450 --> 00:46:36.460 align:start position:0%
constantly told in essence I was no good
 

00:46:36.460 --> 00:46:39.249 align:start position:0%
constantly told in essence I was no good
good<c.colorE5E5E5><00:46:37.460><c> people</c><00:46:37.880><c> who</c><00:46:37.969><c> came</c><00:46:38.180><c> into</c><00:46:38.569><c> my</c><00:46:38.719><c> life</c><00:46:38.749><c> I</c><00:46:39.140><c> was</c></c>

00:46:39.249 --> 00:46:39.259 align:start position:0%
good<c.colorE5E5E5> people who came into my life I was
 </c>

00:46:39.259 --> 00:46:41.019 align:start position:0%
good<c.colorE5E5E5> people who came into my life I was
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00:46:41.019 --> 00:46:41.029 align:start position:0%
afraid to<c.colorE5E5E5> let them in because of</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the
 </c>

00:46:41.029 --> 00:46:43.390 align:start position:0%
afraid to<c.colorE5E5E5> let them in because of</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the
pain<00:46:41.299><c> that</c><00:46:41.329><c> I</c><00:46:41.630><c> would</c><00:46:41.869><c> feel</c><00:46:42.109><c> from</c><00:46:42.410><c> my</c><00:46:42.559><c> family</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:46:42.950><c> so</c></c>

00:46:43.390 --> 00:46:43.400 align:start position:0%
pain that I would feel from my family<c.colorE5E5E5> so
 </c>

00:46:43.400 --> 00:46:45.190 align:start position:0%
pain that I would feel from my family<c.colorE5E5E5> so
I<00:46:43.430><c> never</c><00:46:43.789><c> let</c><00:46:44.029><c> them</c><00:46:44.210><c> in</c><00:46:44.359><c> and</c><00:46:44.390><c> I</c><00:46:44.569><c> push</c><00:46:44.809><c> the</c><00:46:44.989><c> good</c></c>

00:46:45.190 --> 00:46:45.200 align:start position:0%
I never let them in and I push the good
 

00:46:45.200 --> 00:46:46.870 align:start position:0%
I never let them in and I push the good
people<00:46:45.559><c> in</c><00:46:45.650><c> my</c><00:46:45.769><c> life</c><00:46:46.009><c> away</c><00:46:46.190><c> and</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:46:46.369><c> I</c><00:46:46.640><c> let</c><00:46:46.849><c> people</c></c>

00:46:46.870 --> 00:46:46.880 align:start position:0%
people in my life away and<c.colorCCCCCC> I let people
 </c>

00:46:46.880 --> 00:46:48.969 align:start position:0%
people in my life away and<c.colorCCCCCC> I let people</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>who<00:46:47.390><c> would</c><00:46:47.569><c> eventually</c><00:46:47.660><c> hurt</c><00:46:48.259><c> me</c><00:46:48.469><c> into</c><00:46:48.829><c> my</c></c>

00:46:48.969 --> 00:46:48.979 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>who would eventually hurt me into my
 </c>

00:46:48.979 --> 00:46:51.880 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>who would eventually hurt me into my
life<00:46:49.190><c> I</c><00:46:49.579><c> guess</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:46:50.539><c> what</c><00:46:50.930><c> I'm</c><00:46:51.170><c> talking</c><00:46:51.380><c> about</c><00:46:51.680><c> is</c></c>

00:46:51.880 --> 00:46:51.890 align:start position:0%
life I guess<c.colorCCCCCC> what I'm talking about is
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00:46:51.890 --> 00:46:54.160 align:start position:0%
life I guess<c.colorCCCCCC> what I'm talking about is</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>growing<00:46:52.670><c> and</c><00:46:52.819><c> starting</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:46:53.239><c> to</c><00:46:53.359><c> recognize</c><00:46:53.900><c> and</c></c>

00:46:54.160 --> 00:46:54.170 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>growing and starting</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to recognize and
 </c>

00:46:54.170 --> 00:46:57.519 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>growing and starting</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to recognize and
experience<00:46:54.859><c> and</c><00:46:55.130><c> things</c><00:46:55.430><c> and</c><00:46:56.410><c> realizing</c><00:46:57.410><c> it</c></c>

00:46:57.519 --> 00:46:57.529 align:start position:0%
experience and things and realizing it
 

00:46:57.529 --> 00:46:59.469 align:start position:0%
experience and things and realizing it
takes<00:46:57.769><c> a</c><00:46:57.920><c> lot</c><00:46:58.160><c> of</c><00:46:58.190><c> effort</c><00:46:58.880><c> because</c><00:46:59.089><c> you</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:46:59.329><c> get</c></c>

00:46:59.469 --> 00:46:59.479 align:start position:0%
takes a lot of effort because you<c.colorE5E5E5> get
 </c>

00:46:59.479 --> 00:47:06.329 align:start position:0%
takes a lot of effort because you<c.colorE5E5E5> get
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00:47:06.329 --> 00:47:06.339 align:start position:0%
 
 

00:47:06.339 --> 00:47:09.880 align:start position:0%
 
it's<00:47:07.339><c> very</c><00:47:07.670><c> easy</c><00:47:07.999><c> to</c><00:47:08.299><c> get</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:47:08.779><c> up</c><00:47:09.109><c> into</c><00:47:09.380><c> situations</c></c>

00:47:09.880 --> 00:47:09.890 align:start position:0%
it's very easy to get<c.colorE5E5E5> up into situations
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00:47:09.890 --> 00:47:12.789 align:start position:0%
it's very easy to get<c.colorE5E5E5> up into situations
like<00:47:10.460><c> the</c><00:47:10.729><c> person</c><00:47:10.969><c> who</c><00:47:11.450><c> he</c><00:47:11.599><c> is</c><00:47:11.839><c> physically</c></c>

00:47:12.789 --> 00:47:12.799 align:start position:0%
like the person<c.colorE5E5E5> who he is physically
 </c>

00:47:12.799 --> 00:47:16.839 align:start position:0%
like the person<c.colorE5E5E5> who he is physically
abused<00:47:13.660><c> for</c><00:47:14.660><c> a</c><00:47:14.719><c> long</c><00:47:15.289><c> long</c><00:47:15.769><c> long</c><00:47:15.829><c> long</c><00:47:16.249><c> time</c></c>

00:47:16.839 --> 00:47:16.849 align:start position:0%
abused for a long long long long time
 

00:47:16.849 --> 00:47:20.739 align:start position:0%
abused for a long long long long time
right<00:47:17.690><c> and</c><00:47:17.960><c> that</c><00:47:18.829><c> kind</c><00:47:19.249><c> of</c><00:47:19.400><c> becomes</c><00:47:19.910><c> their</c>

00:47:20.739 --> 00:47:20.749 align:start position:0%
right and that kind of becomes their
 

00:47:20.749 --> 00:47:24.519 align:start position:0%
right and that kind of becomes their
normality<00:47:21.739><c> and</c><00:47:22.900><c> even</c><00:47:23.900><c> when</c><00:47:24.049><c> they</c><00:47:24.229><c> try</c><00:47:24.499><c> and</c>

00:47:24.519 --> 00:47:24.529 align:start position:0%
normality and even when they try and
 

00:47:24.529 --> 00:47:26.890 align:start position:0%
normality and even when they try and
<c.colorE5E5E5>break<00:47:24.950><c> out</c><00:47:25.160><c> of</c><00:47:25.190><c> it</c><00:47:25.519><c> they</c><00:47:25.700><c> end</c><00:47:25.940><c> up</c><00:47:26.150><c> falling</c><00:47:26.450><c> back</c></c>

00:47:26.890 --> 00:47:26.900 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>break out of it they end up falling back
 </c>

00:47:26.900 --> 00:47:29.729 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>break out of it they end up falling back
into<00:47:27.200><c> it</c><00:47:27.619><c> and</c><00:47:27.799><c> letting</c><00:47:28.039><c> it</c><00:47:28.190><c> happen</c><00:47:28.460><c> again</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:47:28.999><c> and</c></c>

00:47:29.729 --> 00:47:29.739 align:start position:0%
into it and letting it happen<c.colorE5E5E5> again</c><c.colorCCCCCC> and
 </c>

00:47:29.739 --> 00:47:32.920 align:start position:0%
into it and letting it happen<c.colorE5E5E5> again</c><c.colorCCCCCC> and
I<00:47:30.739><c> did</c><00:47:31.249><c> that</c><00:47:31.489><c> I</c><00:47:31.549><c> like</c><00:47:32.239><c> I</c><00:47:32.269><c> said</c><00:47:32.569><c> up</c><00:47:32.809><c> until</c></c>

00:47:32.920 --> 00:47:32.930 align:start position:0%
I did that<c.colorCCCCCC> I like I said up until
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00:47:32.930 --> 00:47:35.109 align:start position:0%
I did that<c.colorCCCCCC> I like I said up until
recently<00:47:33.319><c> I</c><00:47:33.710><c> realized</c><00:47:34.069><c> i've</c><00:47:34.519><c> been</c><00:47:34.700><c> doing</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:47:34.849><c> that</c></c>

00:47:35.109 --> 00:47:35.119 align:start position:0%
recently I realized i've been doing<c.colorE5E5E5> that
 </c>

00:47:35.119 --> 00:47:37.690 align:start position:0%
recently I realized i've been doing<c.colorE5E5E5> that
all<00:47:35.180><c> my</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:47:35.509><c> life</c><00:47:35.890><c> interesting</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:47:36.890><c> i</c><00:47:37.009><c> think</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:47:37.099><c> i'm</c><00:47:37.489><c> just</c></c>

00:47:37.690 --> 00:47:37.700 align:start position:0%
all my<c.colorCCCCCC> life interesting</c><c.colorE5E5E5> i think</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i'm just
 </c>

00:47:37.700 --> 00:47:39.489 align:start position:0%
all my<c.colorCCCCCC> life interesting</c><c.colorE5E5E5> i think</c><c.colorCCCCCC> i'm just
talking<00:47:38.119><c> in</c><00:47:38.210><c> correlation</c><00:47:38.749><c> to</c><00:47:38.960><c> some</c><00:47:39.289><c> of</c><00:47:39.410><c> these</c></c>

00:47:39.489 --> 00:47:39.499 align:start position:0%
talking in correlation to some of these
 

00:47:39.499 --> 00:47:41.769 align:start position:0%
talking in correlation to some of these
other<00:47:39.559><c> people</c><00:47:40.309><c> have</c><00:47:40.940><c> you</c><00:47:41.119><c> figured</c><00:47:41.329><c> out</c><00:47:41.539><c> a</c><00:47:41.599><c> way</c>

00:47:41.769 --> 00:47:41.779 align:start position:0%
other people have you figured out a way
 

00:47:41.779 --> 00:47:46.059 align:start position:0%
other people have you figured out a way
to<00:47:41.839><c> move</c><00:47:42.049><c> past</c><00:47:42.319><c> any</c><00:47:42.619><c> of</c><00:47:42.799><c> this</c><00:47:42.890><c> oh</c><00:47:43.099><c> yeah</c><00:47:44.890><c> so</c><00:47:45.890><c> what</c>

00:47:46.059 --> 00:47:46.069 align:start position:0%
to move past any of this oh yeah so what
 

00:47:46.069 --> 00:47:49.269 align:start position:0%
to move past any of this oh yeah so what
worked<00:47:46.309><c> for</c><00:47:46.430><c> you</c><00:47:46.749><c> what</c><00:47:47.749><c> that</c><00:47:47.989><c> what</c><00:47:48.499><c> works</c><00:47:48.829><c> fire</c>

00:47:49.269 --> 00:47:49.279 align:start position:0%
worked for you what that what works fire
 

00:47:49.279 --> 00:47:51.249 align:start position:0%
worked for you what that what works fire
what<00:47:49.670><c> what</c><00:47:49.880><c> what</c><00:47:50.119><c> what</c><00:47:50.599><c> made</c><00:47:50.779><c> this</c><00:47:50.960><c> better</c>

00:47:51.249 --> 00:47:51.259 align:start position:0%
what what what what made this better
 

00:47:51.259 --> 00:47:54.969 align:start position:0%
what what what what made this better
somehow<00:47:51.589><c> well</c><00:47:52.869><c> what</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:47:53.869><c> this</c><00:47:54.200><c> connecting</c><00:47:54.799><c> to</c><00:47:54.950><c> a</c></c>

00:47:54.969 --> 00:47:54.979 align:start position:0%
somehow well what<c.colorE5E5E5> this connecting to a
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00:47:54.979 --> 00:47:57.370 align:start position:0%
somehow well what<c.colorE5E5E5> this connecting to a
certain<00:47:55.369><c> degree</c><00:47:55.400><c> from</c><00:47:55.789><c> all</c><00:47:55.999><c> my</c><00:47:56.180><c> family</c><00:47:56.660><c> okay</c><00:47:57.200><c> I</c></c>

00:47:57.370 --> 00:47:57.380 align:start position:0%
certain degree from all my family<c.colorE5E5E5> okay I
 </c>

00:47:57.380 --> 00:47:59.529 align:start position:0%
certain degree from all my family<c.colorE5E5E5> okay I</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>just<00:47:57.739><c> walk</c><00:47:57.950><c> I</c><00:47:58.160><c> kind</c><00:47:58.400><c> of</c><00:47:58.489><c> walked</c><00:47:58.670><c> away</c></c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:47:58.880><c> from</c><00:47:59.210><c> all</c></c>

00:47:59.529 --> 00:47:59.539 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>just walk I kind of walked away</c><c.colorCCCCCC> from all
 </c>

00:47:59.539 --> 00:48:03.999 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>just walk I kind of walked away</c><c.colorCCCCCC> from all
you<00:48:00.140><c> know</c><00:48:00.200><c> ah</c><00:48:01.869><c> you</c><00:48:02.869><c> know</c><00:48:02.960><c> I</c><00:48:02.989><c> always</c><00:48:03.410><c> extended</c></c>

00:48:03.999 --> 00:48:04.009 align:start position:0%
you know ah you know I always extended
 

00:48:04.009 --> 00:48:05.559 align:start position:0%
you know ah you know I always extended
myself<00:48:04.190><c> to</c><00:48:04.609><c> them</c><00:48:04.729><c> I'm</c><00:48:04.940><c> not</c><00:48:05.059><c> going</c><00:48:05.239><c> to</c><00:48:05.299><c> get</c><00:48:05.420><c> into</c>

00:48:05.559 --> 00:48:05.569 align:start position:0%
myself to them I'm not going to get into
 

00:48:05.569 --> 00:48:11.319 align:start position:0%
myself to them I'm not going to get into
particular<c.colorE5E5E5><00:48:05.989><c> okay</c><00:48:06.920><c> uh</c><00:48:07.809><c> and</c><00:48:09.640><c> I've</c><00:48:10.640><c> always</c><00:48:10.969><c> been</c></c>

00:48:11.319 --> 00:48:11.329 align:start position:0%
particular<c.colorE5E5E5> okay uh and I've always been
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00:48:11.329 --> 00:48:13.499 align:start position:0%
particular<c.colorE5E5E5> okay uh and I've always been
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there for them and<c.colorE5E5E5> I've always</c><c.colorCCCCCC> tried to
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there for them and<c.colorE5E5E5> I've always</c><c.colorCCCCCC> tried to
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see and discuss their pain<c.colorE5E5E5> okay but you
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see and discuss their pain<c.colorE5E5E5> okay but you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>move past that and then so what so
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<c.colorE5E5E5>move past that and then so what so
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what's helped you so you move past that
 

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what's helped you so you move past that
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was that the key thing moving moving
 

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was that the key thing moving moving
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away from them and realizing it took a
 

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away from them and realizing it took a
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lot of effort to<c.colorE5E5E5> sit there and</c><c.colorCCCCCC> go I fell
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lot of effort to<c.colorE5E5E5> sit there and</c><c.colorCCCCCC> go I fell
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into a point of going I'm<c.colorE5E5E5> Annapolis
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into a point of going I'm<c.colorE5E5E5> Annapolis
absolutely<00:48:34.579><c> worthless</c><00:48:34.819><c> person</c><00:48:35.239><c> yeah</c><00:48:35.989><c> and</c></c>

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absolutely worthless person yeah and
 

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absolutely worthless person yeah and
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what it did was realizing like<c.colorE5E5E5> I said I
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what it did was realizing like<c.colorE5E5E5> I said I
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finally recognized that<c.colorE5E5E5> also I was
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finally recognized that<c.colorE5E5E5> also I was
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allowing was negativity to exist in my
 

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allowing was negativity to exist in my
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life and pushing<c.colorE5E5E5> away positive people
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life and pushing<c.colorE5E5E5> away positive people
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and positive influences and sitting
 

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and positive influences and sitting
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there and going I can't<c.colorCCCCCC> live like this
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there and going I can't<c.colorCCCCCC> live like this
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00:48:59.409 --> 00:48:59.419 align:start position:0%
so what triggered this<c.colorE5E5E5> for you how did
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so what triggered this<c.colorE5E5E5> for you how did
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you<c.colorE5E5E5> figure out that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> you mean did you
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you<c.colorE5E5E5> figure out that</c><c.colorCCCCCC> you mean did you
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reach a breaking point where you're just
 

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reach a breaking point where you're just
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a tie either either<c.colorE5E5E5> you're not gonna you
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a tie either either<c.colorE5E5E5> you're not gonna you
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know what<c.colorCCCCCC> you know what the breaking
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know what<c.colorCCCCCC> you know what the breaking
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point was I used to work for Yale
 

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point was I used to work for Yale
University<00:49:10.839><c> and</c><00:49:11.839><c> I</c><00:49:11.900><c> said</c><00:49:12.140><c> to</c><00:49:12.289><c> a</c><00:49:12.319><c> woman</c><00:49:12.739><c> who</c><00:49:12.890><c> I</c>

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University and I said to a woman who I
 

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University and I said to a woman who I
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befriended there no sex no intimacy just
 

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befriended there no sex no intimacy just
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friends and<c.colorE5E5E5> one day in a</c><c.colorCCCCCC> private
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friends and<c.colorE5E5E5> one day in a</c><c.colorCCCCCC> private
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conversation after a couple of years I
 

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conversation after a couple of years I
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mentioned to her i said look because
 

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mentioned to her i said look because
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your position is Thatcher in a
 

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your position is Thatcher in a
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department you need to stop stealing
 

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department you need to stop stealing
<c.colorCCCCCC>yelled<00:49:30.469><c> resources</c><00:49:31.219><c> and</c><00:49:31.400><c> Yale</c><00:49:31.579><c> time</c><00:49:31.969><c> because</c></c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>yelled resources and Yale time because
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<c.colorCCCCCC>yelled resources and Yale time because</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>having<00:49:32.959><c> a</c><00:49:33.049><c> negative</c><00:49:33.199><c> effect</c><00:49:33.529><c> on</c><00:49:33.919><c> the</c><00:49:34.069><c> morale</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>having a negative effect on the morale
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<c.colorE5E5E5>having a negative effect on the morale
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in the department a lot<c.colorCCCCCC> of the younger
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in the department a lot<c.colorCCCCCC> of the younger
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people seeing it and it's<c.colorE5E5E5> really hurting
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people seeing it and it's<c.colorE5E5E5> really hurting
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things this<c.colorE5E5E5> person claimed a harassment
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things this<c.colorE5E5E5> person claimed a harassment
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suit against me and then spend a lot of
 

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suit against me and then spend a lot of
<c.colorE5E5E5>Lies<00:49:44.509><c> saying</c><00:49:45.049><c> that</c><00:49:45.289><c> I</c><00:49:45.319><c> sexually</c><00:49:45.859><c> harassed</c><00:49:46.159><c> her</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>Lies saying that I sexually harassed her
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<c.colorE5E5E5>Lies saying that I sexually harassed her
so<00:49:46.549><c> I</c><00:49:46.609><c> eventually</c><00:49:46.880><c> lost</c><00:49:47.239><c> my</c><00:49:47.449><c> job</c><00:49:47.719><c> because</c><00:49:48.189><c> and</c></c>

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so I eventually<c.colorE5E5E5> lost my job because and
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so I eventually<c.colorE5E5E5> lost my job because and
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that really was the key because I was
 

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that really was the key because I was
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like ah I let another person and<c.colorE5E5E5> a lot
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like ah I let another person and<c.colorE5E5E5> a lot
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of<c.colorE5E5E5> people</c><c.colorCCCCCC> there</c><c.colorE5E5E5> was saying stay away
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of<c.colorE5E5E5> people</c><c.colorCCCCCC> there</c><c.colorE5E5E5> was saying stay away
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from this person she's evil stay away
 

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from this person she's evil stay away
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from this person she's evil well well
 

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from this person she's evil well well
<c.colorE5E5E5>all<00:50:04.009><c> I</c><00:50:04.489><c> found</c><00:50:05.150><c> out</c><00:50:05.419><c> she</c><00:50:05.869><c> was</c><00:50:05.900><c> pretty</c><00:50:06.259><c> evil</c><00:50:06.739><c> and</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>all I found out she was pretty evil and
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00:50:07.569 --> 00:50:10.599 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>all I found out she was pretty evil and</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>I<00:50:08.569><c> just</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:50:08.929><c> had</c><00:50:09.109><c> pushed</c><00:50:09.349><c> me</c><00:50:09.559><c> over</c><00:50:09.589><c> a</c><00:50:09.890><c> hump</c><00:50:10.249><c> and</c><00:50:10.459><c> I</c></c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>I just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> had pushed me over a hump and I
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<c.colorCCCCCC>I just</c><c.colorE5E5E5> had pushed me over a hump and I
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said man what have I been doing in
 

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said man what have I been doing in
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myself<c.colorCCCCCC> for my life you know and it was
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myself<c.colorCCCCCC> for my life you know and it was
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the same<c.colorE5E5E5> time where I said I looked back
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the same<c.colorE5E5E5> time where I said I looked back</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>and saw such a parallel and correlation
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<c.colorCCCCCC>and saw such a parallel and correlation
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occur of this woman<c.colorCCCCCC> two members</c><c.colorE5E5E5> of my
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occur of this woman<c.colorCCCCCC> two members</c><c.colorE5E5E5> of my
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family interesting I said I got this is
 

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family interesting I said I got this is
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killing<c.colorCCCCCC> me I'm killing myself by
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killing<c.colorCCCCCC> me I'm killing myself by
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allowing this to continue because I kept
 

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allowing this to continue because I kept
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falling back into that position of that
 

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falling back into that position of that
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place okay so let me let me see if I can
 

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place okay so let me let me see if I can
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make<c.colorE5E5E5> some sense out of this for
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make<c.colorE5E5E5> some sense out of this for
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listeners and so so for me just
 

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listeners and so so for me just
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listening to you<c.colorE5E5E5> and then I'm going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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listening to you<c.colorE5E5E5> and then I'm going</c><c.colorCCCCCC> to
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go because I got something else calling
 

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go because I got something else calling
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but for me this listening to it's kind
 

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but for me this listening to it's kind
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<c.colorCCCCCC>of like when you</c><c.colorE5E5E5> recognize</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that you're
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<c.colorCCCCCC>of like when you</c><c.colorE5E5E5> recognize</c><c.colorCCCCCC> that you're
repeating<00:50:55.429><c> the</c><00:50:55.549><c> same</c><00:50:55.789><c> thing</c></c>

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repeating the same thing
 

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repeating the same thing
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with someone<c.colorE5E5E5> else outside of your family
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with someone<c.colorE5E5E5> else outside of your family
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and it was having the same negative
 

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and it was having the same negative
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impact on you it was like a light bulb
 

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impact on you it was like a light bulb
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when you know kind of blasted through
 

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when you know kind of blasted through
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your brain you<c.colorCCCCCC> know just kind of glaring
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your brain you<c.colorCCCCCC> know just kind of glaring
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lights shining on what am i doing to
 

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lights shining on what am i doing to
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myself and it was<c.colorCCCCCC> at that point that you
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myself and it was<c.colorCCCCCC> at that point that you
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decided that you know change isn't an
 

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decided that you know change isn't an
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option anymore change has to happen
 

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option anymore change has to happen
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exactly<c.colorCCCCCC> okay I mean you know one of the
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exactly<c.colorCCCCCC> okay I mean you know one of the
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things<c.colorE5E5E5> that I think</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of you know years
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things<c.colorE5E5E5> that I think</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of you know years</c>
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<c.colorCCCCCC>ago for it when I</c><c.colorE5E5E5> was a therapist is it
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<c.colorCCCCCC>ago for it when I</c><c.colorE5E5E5> was a therapist is it
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you constantly look for themes because
 

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you constantly look for themes because
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you know when you are abused when you
 

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you know when you are abused when you
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are a target when you are somebody who
 

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are a target when you are somebody who
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is told that you don't have much
 

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is told that you don't have much
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worthwhile going on in life it's<c.colorE5E5E5> hard to
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worthwhile going on in life it's<c.colorE5E5E5> hard to
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<c.colorE5E5E5>get that message out</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of your head but
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<c.colorE5E5E5>get that message out</c><c.colorCCCCCC> of your head but
the</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:51:41.279><c> whole</c><00:51:41.459><c> show</c><00:51:41.699><c> is</c><00:51:41.729><c> about</c><00:51:41.939><c> taking</c><00:51:42.689><c> the</c><00:51:42.779><c> wheel</c></c>

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the<c.colorE5E5E5> whole show is about taking the wheel
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the<c.colorE5E5E5> whole show is about taking the wheel
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and control you feel so let me thank you
 

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and control you feel so let me thank you
<c.colorE5E5E5>for</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:51:44.549><c> the</c><00:51:44.759><c> call</c><00:51:44.999><c> and</c><00:51:45.269><c> I'm</c><00:51:45.809><c> glad</c><00:51:46.079><c> I'm</c><00:51:46.289><c> glad</c><00:51:46.439><c> that</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>for</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the call and I'm glad I'm glad that
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<c.colorE5E5E5>for</c><c.colorCCCCCC> the call and I'm glad I'm glad that
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you found some relevance and with some
 

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you found some relevance and with some
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of the other conversations and hopefully
 

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of the other conversations and hopefully
everybody<00:51:50.579><c> got</c><00:51:50.789><c> something</c><00:51:51.150><c> that</c><00:51:51.420><c> says</c><00:51:51.660><c> hey</c>

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everybody got something that says hey
 

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everybody got something that says hey
think<c.colorCCCCCC><00:51:52.469><c> about</c><00:51:52.709><c> the</c><00:51:52.859><c> themes</c><00:51:53.130><c> in</c><00:51:53.309><c> your</c><00:51:53.429><c> life</c><00:51:53.670><c> and</c></c>

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think<c.colorCCCCCC> about the themes in your life and
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think<c.colorCCCCCC> about the themes in your life and
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00:51:54.949 --> 00:51:54.959 align:start position:0%
if they're not<c.colorE5E5E5> playing out the way you
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00:51:54.959 --> 00:51:56.269 align:start position:0%
if they're not<c.colorE5E5E5> playing out the way you
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00:51:56.269 --> 00:51:56.279 align:start position:0%
want maybe you want to change some of
 

00:51:56.279 --> 00:51:59.329 align:start position:0%
want maybe you want to change some of
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00:51:59.329 --> 00:51:59.339 align:start position:0%
them okay quietly okay<c.colorCCCCCC> thanks a lot for
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00:51:59.339 --> 00:52:01.819 align:start position:0%
them okay quietly okay<c.colorCCCCCC> thanks a lot for
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00:52:01.819 --> 00:52:01.829 align:start position:0%
the call thankfully a lot like<c.colorE5E5E5> thanks
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00:52:01.829 --> 00:52:03.349 align:start position:0%
the call thankfully a lot like<c.colorE5E5E5> thanks</c>
<c.colorCCCCCC>allowing<00:52:02.219><c> me</c><00:52:02.339><c> to</c><00:52:02.429><c> take</c><00:52:02.609><c> your</c><00:52:02.759><c> time</c><00:52:02.969><c> have</c><00:52:03.329><c> a</c></c>

00:52:03.349 --> 00:52:03.359 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>allowing me to take your time have a
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00:52:03.359 --> 00:52:07.370 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>allowing me to take your time have a
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00:52:07.370 --> 00:52:07.380 align:start position:0%
good day man you too bye bye hi this<c.colorCCCCCC> is
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00:52:07.380 --> 00:52:09.099 align:start position:0%
good day man you too bye bye hi this<c.colorCCCCCC> is
Chuck<00:52:07.709><c> you're</c><00:52:07.920><c> on</c><00:52:08.039><c> the</c><00:52:08.160><c> air</c><00:52:08.309><c> am</c><00:52:08.400><c> I</c><00:52:08.489><c> talking</c><00:52:08.699><c> to</c></c>

00:52:09.099 --> 00:52:09.109 align:start position:0%
Chuck you're on the air am I talking to
 

00:52:09.109 --> 00:52:12.079 align:start position:0%
Chuck you're on the air am I talking to
hijack<00:52:10.109><c> this</c><00:52:10.319><c> is</c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:52:10.499><c> Jerry</c><00:52:10.769><c> from</c><00:52:11.069><c> trumbull</c><00:52:11.489><c> hi</c></c>

00:52:12.079 --> 00:52:12.089 align:start position:0%
hijack this is<c.colorE5E5E5> Jerry from trumbull hi
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00:52:12.089 --> 00:52:14.779 align:start position:0%
hijack this is<c.colorE5E5E5> Jerry from trumbull hi
Jerome<00:52:12.449><c> I</c><00:52:12.599><c> just</c><00:52:13.559><c> can</c><00:52:13.890><c> make</c><00:52:14.009><c> a</c><00:52:14.039><c> statement</c><00:52:14.459><c> that</c></c>

00:52:14.779 --> 00:52:14.789 align:start position:0%
Jerome I just can make a statement that
 

00:52:14.789 --> 00:52:16.849 align:start position:0%
Jerome I just can make a statement that
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00:52:16.849 --> 00:52:16.859 align:start position:0%
could perhaps help out I think it was
 

00:52:16.859 --> 00:52:18.979 align:start position:0%
could perhaps help out I think it was
Jeanne<c.colorCCCCCC><00:52:17.219><c> okay</c><00:52:17.849><c> so</c><00:52:17.910><c> what's</c><00:52:18.150><c> called</c><00:52:18.390><c> a</c><00:52:18.660><c> little</c></c>

00:52:18.979 --> 00:52:18.989 align:start position:0%
Jeanne<c.colorCCCCCC> okay so what's called a little
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00:52:18.989 --> 00:52:21.410 align:start position:0%
Jeanne<c.colorCCCCCC> okay so what's called a little
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00:52:21.410 --> 00:52:21.420 align:start position:0%
bit ago I wasn't<c.colorCCCCCC> able</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I didn't have the
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00:52:21.420 --> 00:52:23.059 align:start position:0%
bit ago I wasn't<c.colorCCCCCC> able</c><c.colorE5E5E5> I didn't have the
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00:52:23.059 --> 00:52:23.069 align:start position:0%
radio on so I didn't hear the beginning
 

00:52:23.069 --> 00:52:25.699 align:start position:0%
radio on so I didn't hear the beginning
<c.colorE5E5E5>of<00:52:23.160><c> the</c><00:52:23.219><c> conversation</c><00:52:23.519><c> but</c><00:52:23.969><c> I</c><00:52:24.329><c> am</c><00:52:24.749><c> also</c><00:52:24.989><c> a</c><00:52:25.289><c> twin</c></c>

00:52:25.699 --> 00:52:25.709 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>of the conversation but I am also a twin
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00:52:25.709 --> 00:52:29.449 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>of the conversation but I am also a twin
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00:52:29.449 --> 00:52:29.459 align:start position:0%
and my twin also has developmental
 

00:52:29.459 --> 00:52:31.969 align:start position:0%
and my twin also has developmental
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00:52:31.969 --> 00:52:31.979 align:start position:0%
disabilities with an IQ of about sixty
 

00:52:31.979 --> 00:52:36.169 align:start position:0%
disabilities with an IQ of about sixty
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00:52:36.169 --> 00:52:36.179 align:start position:0%
nine and a<c.colorE5E5E5> similar situation a brother
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00:52:36.179 --> 00:52:39.019 align:start position:0%
nine and a<c.colorE5E5E5> similar situation a brother
who</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:52:36.539><c> is</c><00:52:36.660><c> three</c><00:52:36.869><c> years</c><00:52:36.989><c> older</c><00:52:37.489><c> had</c><00:52:38.489><c> not</c><00:52:38.759><c> had</c><00:52:38.999><c> any</c></c>

00:52:39.019 --> 00:52:39.029 align:start position:0%
who<c.colorCCCCCC> is three years older had not had any
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00:52:39.029 --> 00:52:43.839 align:start position:0%
who<c.colorCCCCCC> is three years older had not had any</c>
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00:52:43.839 --> 00:52:43.849 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>contact with her for</c><c.colorCCCCCC> about 18 years and
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00:52:43.849 --> 00:52:46.519 align:start position:0%
<c.colorE5E5E5>contact with her for</c><c.colorCCCCCC> about 18 years and
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00:52:46.519 --> 00:52:46.529 align:start position:0%
so I just wanted to validate what you
 

00:52:46.529 --> 00:52:49.640 align:start position:0%
so I just wanted to validate what you
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00:52:49.640 --> 00:52:49.650 align:start position:0%
had said earlier with regards to people
 

00:52:49.650 --> 00:52:52.640 align:start position:0%
had said earlier with regards to people
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00:52:52.640 --> 00:52:52.650 align:start position:0%
not being emotionally stable or possibly
 

00:52:52.650 --> 00:52:54.799 align:start position:0%
not being emotionally stable or possibly
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00:52:54.799 --> 00:52:54.809 align:start position:0%
not even in the same emotional state as
 

00:52:54.809 --> 00:52:57.259 align:start position:0%
not even in the same emotional state as
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00:52:57.259 --> 00:52:57.269 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>you are yeah when I was what I was
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00:52:57.269 --> 00:52:59.569 align:start position:0%
<c.colorCCCCCC>you are yeah when I was what I was
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00:52:59.569 --> 00:52:59.579 align:start position:0%
saying was something along the<c.colorCCCCCC> lines
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00:52:59.579 --> 00:53:02.209 align:start position:0%
saying was something along the<c.colorCCCCCC> lines
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00:53:02.209 --> 00:53:02.219 align:start position:0%
stereo that this<c.colorE5E5E5> idea of emotional
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00:53:02.219 --> 00:53:03.919 align:start position:0%
stereo that this<c.colorE5E5E5> idea of emotional
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00:53:03.919 --> 00:53:03.929 align:start position:0%
abilities that I actually think there
 

00:53:03.929 --> 00:53:05.630 align:start position:0%
abilities that I actually think there
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00:53:05.630 --> 00:53:05.640 align:start position:0%
were some things that were at some point
 

00:53:05.640 --> 00:53:07.249 align:start position:0%
were some things that were at some point
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00:53:07.249 --> 00:53:07.259 align:start position:0%
we're going to start defining people as
 

00:53:07.259 --> 00:53:09.270 align:start position:0%
we're going to start defining people as
having<00:53:07.499><c> emotional</c><00:53:07.890><c> disabilities</c>

00:53:09.270 --> 00:53:09.280 align:start position:0%
having emotional disabilities
 

00:53:09.280 --> 00:53:11.040 align:start position:0%
having emotional disabilities
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00:53:11.040 --> 00:53:11.050 align:start position:0%
and then if you if you realize somebody
 

00:53:11.050 --> 00:53:13.260 align:start position:0%
and then if you if you realize somebody
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00:53:13.260 --> 00:53:13.270 align:start position:0%
can't do something<c.colorCCCCCC> is not able as
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00:53:13.270 --> 00:53:15.360 align:start position:0%
can't do something<c.colorCCCCCC> is not able as
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00:53:15.360 --> 00:53:15.370 align:start position:0%
opposed just won't because you think
 

00:53:15.370 --> 00:53:16.830 align:start position:0%
opposed just won't because you think
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00:53:16.830 --> 00:53:16.840 align:start position:0%
walking when you say won't it sounds
 

00:53:16.840 --> 00:53:18.660 align:start position:0%
walking when you say won't it sounds
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00:53:18.660 --> 00:53:18.670 align:start position:0%
selfish when<c.colorE5E5E5> you say they unable then
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00:53:18.670 --> 00:53:20.790 align:start position:0%
selfish when<c.colorE5E5E5> you say they unable then
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00:53:20.790 --> 00:53:20.800 align:start position:0%
you can feel some sympathy<c.colorE5E5E5> for him right
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00:53:20.800 --> 00:53:22.680 align:start position:0%
you can feel some sympathy<c.colorE5E5E5> for him right
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00:53:22.680 --> 00:53:22.690 align:start position:0%
and that's exactly what happened with<c.colorE5E5E5> me
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00:53:22.690 --> 00:53:26.670 align:start position:0%
and that's exactly what happened with<c.colorE5E5E5> me
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00:53:26.670 --> 00:53:26.680 align:start position:0%
I had<c.colorE5E5E5> just found out about seven years
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00:53:26.680 --> 00:53:29.910 align:start position:0%
I had<c.colorE5E5E5> just found out about seven years
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00:53:29.910 --> 00:53:29.920 align:start position:0%
ago that my brother is not emotionally
 

00:53:29.920 --> 00:53:33.960 align:start position:0%
ago that my brother is not emotionally
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00:53:33.960 --> 00:53:33.970 align:start position:0%
able to handle any<c.colorE5E5E5> of that and I took
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00:53:33.970 --> 00:53:35.340 align:start position:0%
able to handle any<c.colorE5E5E5> of that and I took
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00:53:35.340 --> 00:53:35.350 align:start position:0%
him in to live with me for a little bit
 

00:53:35.350 --> 00:53:38.550 align:start position:0%
him in to live with me for a little bit
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00:53:38.550 --> 00:53:38.560 align:start position:0%
and I felt strongly that he might even
 

00:53:38.560 --> 00:53:41.430 align:start position:0%
and I felt strongly that he might even
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00:53:41.430 --> 00:53:41.440 align:start position:0%
have a form of Asperger's that we never
 

00:53:41.440 --> 00:53:44.640 align:start position:0%
have a form of Asperger's that we never
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00:53:44.640 --> 00:53:44.650 align:start position:0%
knew about and so for all of those 17 or
 

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knew about and so for all of those 17 or
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18 years I felt the same way as Jeanne
 

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18 years I felt the same way as Jeanne
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did why can he not even communicate with
 

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did why can he not even communicate with
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our sister she needs him but<c.colorE5E5E5> I did find
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our sister she needs him but<c.colorE5E5E5> I did find
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out you<c.colorCCCCCC> know obviously later on in life
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out you<c.colorCCCCCC> know obviously later on in life
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but I<c.colorE5E5E5> just wanted to share that because
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but I<c.colorE5E5E5> just wanted to share that because
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I<c.colorCCCCCC> just thought it was</c><c.colorE5E5E5> wonderful the
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I<c.colorCCCCCC> just thought it was</c><c.colorE5E5E5> wonderful the
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statements that<c.colorE5E5E5> you put</c><c.colorCCCCCC> out there and
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statements that<c.colorE5E5E5> you put</c><c.colorCCCCCC> out there and
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hopefully this will help her as well
 

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hopefully this will help her as well
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thanks so<c.colorE5E5E5> much Jerry the old idea of us
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thanks so<c.colorE5E5E5> much Jerry the old idea of us
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being a community radio station when
 

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being a community radio station when
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people call in and support of one
 

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people call in and support of one
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another makes it feel really like a
 

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another makes it feel really like a
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<c.colorE5E5E5>community so thanks a lot for the phone
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<c.colorE5E5E5>community so thanks a lot for the phone
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call I appreciate it<c.colorE5E5E5> I totally</c><c.colorCCCCCC> agree
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call I appreciate it<c.colorE5E5E5> I totally</c><c.colorCCCCCC> agree
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thank you very much check<c.colorCCCCCC> okay thank you
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thank you very much check<c.colorCCCCCC> okay thank you</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>know bye bye hi okay everybody thank you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>know bye bye hi okay everybody thank you</c>
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<c.colorE5E5E5>for listening today it's been listening
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<c.colorE5E5E5>for listening today it's been listening
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to chuck wolf take the<c.colorCCCCCC> emotion roadmap
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to chuck wolf take the<c.colorCCCCCC> emotion roadmap
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take the<c.colorE5E5E5> wheel</c><c.colorCCCCCC> in control i fel you've
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take the<c.colorE5E5E5> wheel</c><c.colorCCCCCC> in control i fel you've
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been listening to<c.colorE5E5E5> WP KN 89.5 FM in
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been listening to<c.colorE5E5E5> WP KN 89.5 FM in
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bridgeport serving Fairfield New Haven
 

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bridgeport serving Fairfield New Haven
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and litchfield counties in Connecticut
 

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and litchfield counties in Connecticut
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Suffolk County in New York and
 

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Suffolk County in New York and
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communities around the world be a
 

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communities around the world be a
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podcast and streaming at WP KN 0 RG if
 

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podcast and streaming at WP KN 0 RG if
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you tuned in and you missed part of the
 

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you tuned in and you missed part of the
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show as Jerry did then you<c.colorE5E5E5> can listen on
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show as Jerry did then you<c.colorE5E5E5> can listen on
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the archive you can go to the website w
 

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the archive you can go to the website w
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PK no RG and in a few minutes general
 

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PK no RG and in a few minutes general
manager<00:54:54.850><c> Steve</c><00:54:55.360><c> Deacon</c><00:54:55.690><c> stands</c><00:54:55.960><c> or</c><00:54:56.170><c> help</c><00:54:57.010><c> me</c>

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manager Steve Deacon stands or help me
 

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manager Steve Deacon stands or help me
<c.colorCCCCCC>put<00:54:57.310><c> this</c><00:54:57.460><c> up</c><00:54:57.670><c> on</c><00:54:57.820><c> soundcloud</c><00:54:58.540><c> and</c></c><c.colorE5E5E5><00:54:58.570><c> on</c><00:54:59.350><c> iTunes</c></c>

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<c.colorCCCCCC>put this up on soundcloud and</c><c.colorE5E5E5> on iTunes
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<c.colorCCCCCC>put this up on soundcloud and</c><c.colorE5E5E5> on iTunes
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and<c.colorE5E5E5> on stitcher so you all have a great
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and<c.colorE5E5E5> on stitcher so you all have a great
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week and enjoy the good weather while we
 

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week and enjoy the good weather while we
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have it it's nice to<c.colorCCCCCC> see the Sun and
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have it it's nice to<c.colorCCCCCC> see the Sun and
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thanks everybody for calling in for
 

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thanks everybody for calling in for
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tuning in for listening and<c.colorE5E5E5> I'll be back
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tuning in for listening and<c.colorE5E5E5> I'll be back
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with you in the first second and fourth
 

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with you in the first second and fourth
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wednesdays of every month take care now
 

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wednesdays of every month take care now
bye<00:55:15.280><c> bye</c>

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member

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you

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try

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Oh

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Oh

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Wow

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funding<00:55:58.840><c> for</c><c.colorCCCCCC><00:55:58.870><c> simsbury</c><00:55:59.560><c> community</c></c>

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funding for<c.colorCCCCCC> simsbury community
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funding for<c.colorCCCCCC> simsbury community
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television is<c.colorCCCCCC> provided in part by
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television is<c.colorCCCCCC> provided in part by</c>
<c.colorE5E5E5>contributions<00:56:02.650><c> from</c><00:56:03.280><c> viewers</c><00:56:03.850><c> like</c><00:56:03.880><c> you</c></c>

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<c.colorE5E5E5>contributions from viewers like you
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<c.colorE5E5E5>contributions from viewers like you
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